After the wedding night I never want to 'close' the wife again

I have 35 years, people say I'm too fastidious and perfectionist in love. I do not deny that, also by with my life must have principles, when no rules everything will be none at all. With a marriage -important events of life principle is more important than ever.

I don't mean to Venice chopsticks both seized but I found most of the young girls of today are quite pragmatic, they always have the dramatic thought of love. I love the independent girl, known mainly by the capacity themselves. These girls like this, go to any environment they also easily survive.

Now think again I found myself too hasty when not yet understand about the human children that rush to do weddings.

So, in love me quite clearly when the standards chosen for himself a lover of beautiful, independent medium. I have pursued what criteria until the day I met her, the accountant partner company beautiful versatile medium to medium.

A point that I like in you is still pretty young self contained in love. Blinked, I soon acquainted and soon dating with you. Let me happy and proud, I ask parents a new car change. Before my suggestion, very supportive parents and just hope I soon try grandchildren closing.

After 6 months of strenuous shuttle beautiful people, finally we decided to go to marriage. Now think again I found myself too hasty when not yet understand about the human children that rush to do weddings.

Such is the most important, is also on the former lover of children from the South on the North not to say that no, he's coming straight to the wedding I'm making noise as bandits. Right to have the intervention of the police he went. I can't believe the world has man "si". People go get someone else and then also hold and "throwing".

The evil party is both a private time, but with my mood at the time was tired just wants to rest. And you hug crying face sobbed. I'm sorry I happened in the wedding party, while I just sat there looking at me, listening to children talk.

When I say why don't you tell me I used to have people who love profound way, then I cried. Then, you tell the story you and that person used to live together as husband and wife. Then the torment at him. I also said in my sidebar, you are truly loved. Also I like stunned, not nice memories of children have strangled heart.

We have not had a full wedding night when I just cried and told of his past. And the day after that, my mind can't whisked away the past about children. Every time I close I'm afraid, I imagine everything that previously the two had with each other.

I hurt you, but I feel I don't deserve my love for children. Now I just wish the price as I don't know anything, I don't say, I'm suffering of mind only.=