Being blamed for her husband's ... 'rotten woman uncovered'

The first days, we lived in the same house her husband's family. Because the new daughter-in-law, I stay up late, up early, cleaning the House, water wart. My husband's parents are also not as hard as many of my friends husband's parents. That's why I live quite comfortably.

I am always happy and smiling. Friends also tease me that "are you done more beautiful still married".

To facilitate our work, we would like to allow my parents to rent near the bodies and in private. A year later, I gave birth to a baby girl. For convenience of taking the child, and also the ... p.m. you, I gave up his favorite job to stay at home doing a housewife make sure are. You also have the boss, more salary, afford to take care of you.

She is the daughter of us or ill, so throughout the day to clear. He's also busy over time should take care of the baby with me on a little. Because you know, busy so I also not whining, just try your best to not make you busy.

There are about 5 minutes later, I give my husband waiting asleep on. He is also interested in asking how are you, at home or don't cry ... I think so is enough.

But then, the frictions when ascending you increasingly went to work late. The sick only I take. He also said "what kind of child care that during the day it's sick?" … At this point, I'm angry at him and silence did not say anything.

So that, so just type the increasingly more repetitive. Then the battle argument almost everyday also.

Until one day, during a quarrel, he said I don't know baby, took her daughter back to know health, throughout the day to the sick, wife, mother , what type?  I die quietly, tears rolling.

I remember you of today.

I cried as shallow memories crowded the venting, hard, strenuous and try.

For me, because my family happy swallowing rage on in. I told you that bring the foreign home some day. He agreed and said nothing.

And the day after that, I continued to take my children alone. A small party, a party her husband get drunk, I don't know what to do.

Cleaning the House is finished, I was sleeping, then also the sunset light. I am tired and asleep. Light has just opened his eyes, he was speaking to me, "woman uncovered rot, sleep eye strain without worry about breakfast for my husband"

He went on to compare me with other women. So are we no one told anybody who questions in near months. You still go early about late at night. I still looked the same.

Until the day I accidentally read his message was the same on the other woman. He said I'm not gentle wife, not his wife make sure, do not know the birth and child care. When reading messages to love you send for that girl, you said you just hope with her, so I feel my life has meaning and joy.

I like the lost soul, doing nothing, said nothing that actually didn't know. More about going late at night than on the longer women perfume smell sometimes.

I know I still love you, but how do I stand when one day I saw a girl also proved to the intimate with each other right on the road. I suddenly realized, if continued to live with him, the love of me as exhausted. I will gradually die away on both the soul and the body, and divorce is what I am afraid that we cannot avoid.

But what about my children again, what do I do now? Although he has come back like old times, but each time thinking about old, I have a comfortable living with you or not, have loved him like before anymore or not, and even England have reverted to him of the old days anymore ...?=