Betrayed her husband after four years no such sweet soup of fresh rice

My husband is in the shape of the authoritarian and patriarchal, always getting people to disobey though in work or family stories, children, both married living stories I must also follow. I have a field in the business, very sharp and easy to convince customers. My husband and wife together make and everything in the business are all nothing to hide. He's better than me so I decided to let him work, I just work just take care of the children.

Betrayed her husband ... after 4 years no such sweet soup of fresh rice.

Then the business has suffered losses and deceived the family economy fall into a difficult situation (we stayed in the house rent). You find ways to salvage, thanks everyone for help and eventually rise to be the company but also from which the debt arose very much. He worried about how to get rid of the other debt, I'm still with you sharing all difficulties and laments but husband and wife from that little interest, he becomes aggression, frustrating, often yelling at me.

At that time I was very sad, inadvertently received messages of a stranger asking interested. While the mood like I was talking, texting back and forth with that person. Once my husband borrowed the phone, get the other person's message to sent and everything is messing up. He has hit me very much right in that night and required me to write divorce.

I find myself not to do too much, just the normal messaging, actually I haven't met that person and also never to do anything in error to have to bring the "adultery". I think so and have the roi of him to keep living, prove yourself not to do anything rash.

Since then the couple I like quite distant, very cold and boring. I have to live with the attitude of the uk so in 4 years. Each time he resolved to go back to the ride or walk alone at my sad, when you bring something on before off to soi and beaten.

From there I was typecast, no friends, not going out, going to do about black thủi is in the House, the rice washing water. I still feel very sad ...

So pull me life "go away" at would not know. One day, on the web page on a network, I met a friend his much bigger, we talk a lot about each other's circumstances and were not at all emotional. What to have to, fellatio stories happened.

I feel that is both heartfelt feelings for each other, nor the children themselves to call is elated, I loved that person with sincerity.

I was wrong, too greedy when action like that or I objectionable woman? I do not have the right to justify himself but felt the somewhat warmer when there are people in my life. I also do not hope in this life there are people experiencing the same situation.=