Bitter because of falling into the trap of 'airplane Grandma'

I am 36 years old, divorced 7 years, we lived in the same poor new girl 3 years old was 6 years. Students also familiar ex-girlfriend of 6 years, then we get married for two years. I stick to the love affair with older woman, married. In fact I was this woman seduce, charm and lured into nooses in a way very sophisticated and devious, pretext excuses to get help, call me out of the House to my husband, seduce me affair.

Please people don't rush to condemn me, try to think a young woman to dress sexy and discharge into the roller, who hold down here. I also can not avoid the temptation of her famous and betrayed wife. She's very compromising, promises this benefit for me, for my love is passionate, can get rid of the family because of me. At first I also did not want to betray and lie to your wife, but missed a few times for on contacts and sneaky I relations no end off.

Be discovered, wife few months demanding a divorce. She promises to leave her husband in my life and bring more wealth to bring the condition I divorce my wife. Right away I don't want a divorce but his wife should not tolerate for an I also accept. However I was still her advantage as promised but never abandoned her husband and children. I am depressed because takes all: lost his wife, lost friends, loved the two exterior side of scorn, didn't look to the second half of the eye.

Then I used the new girlfriend, since that she didn't let on. At first thought I had lost my family by this woman, now where did nothing to lose anymore. So long long time I sneak watching her relationship really did want to perpetuate this friendship and to do nothing. Please see the hours she felt really devious and dangerous. She's taking advantage of me both emotionally and sexually during the sack of the year.

I intend to get married with you girl, wanted to end the affair that sneaky sin, but she doesn't want to break up, bulldoze will tell you girl I know everything if I terminate. I am sure if you girls know this will never forgive and put me right, because I was not deceived and betrayed a few times that many times for many years now.

I love you girl, don't want to lose the love affair foster from how one more year. I want to terminate my awkward love thief doesn't have nice results, I have to do to get out of hand this formidable woman?=