Bitter fruit when my husband had his own story of forgiveness

But when people are forgiven as don't know stops, 3 months ago I discovered he had a relationship with a girl. I take her out all over the place, some friends know well, they call messaging intimate couple, also many other stories make people understand. Worse, when the couple I stress he is not afraid to tell the other girls that are about to leave his wife. I ask, at first he denied nothing, but when decent evidence cannot hide anymore you say to me because the responsibility only covers this year living together he has no feelings (because I have voted with you before the wedding).

I like to want to die because of the pain and humiliation of the mistreatment. Turns out long I live by the pity? So two kids are born for whatever reason? Sweet things and words of love for you I lied out? Now me and my husband have completed all procedures for divorce, lucky you to two children with me. I do not regret or regrets anything, just feel heartbroken. Never never love, pain, tears and hope were blatant you let go. He finally suffered disadvantage because of me or I sacrificed too much for you?

Why have things originating from the heart which is not able to be with my heart? Why do people like you? What's new for you, really? The wound would then also will heal, I also have two children at the party, but this time period is really not easy. I wrote up here look forward to receive your share of the people. Misplaced faith in the real place is a disaster, love , too.=