Broke 'hám', again fell to the married man

Although still love you very much, I still say goodbye in excruciatingly painful. The thing that made me disappointed as he accepted immediately and didn't contact me though only once. In the confusion of desperation, I went to register for a course of lawyers to get more busy, just to hone knowledge and don't have time to think about H. ..

Rough charm. love story.

Sitting in class, only I sit not to dream work, tear off, making movement for teacher and learners together look concerned. How many eyes before the detector, I will not do school belly can affect people but he was the main cause for me to change the decision. Right now the first session concludes, you next to me asked for my tissue taken han, wiping tears and still carry me home because I am too afraid to saddened that think negative.

From there we close, at that time, in addition to layer up together, afraid I sad, you ready for me to go anywhere I want. From feeling the love, I've found the love for him grow but I still try not to reveal outside ... Until one day, when we brunch picnics, romantic setting, before he was down love me.

Not worthy of him, I tried to evade meet, at least in touch with him more. But as escape, as he sought to close. These days not met you, my life becomes tedious, no way out, day and night shadows of just boggles my mind. Find yourself too ridiculous to you, I see you guts, tell stories about old lovers, the reason why we separated ...

Hear the complete story, think he will silence or leave, but on the contrary he said: he is not interested in the past that you love your current only, don't Dodge him anymore. His words made me break pours in happiness, or gratitude. It does not want to stay away from her lover, I have moved to a small house to me and you can conveniently. We also have a relationship and to what the future of the two.

Until one day, when you work out, and I cleaning the House for you to have a phone call, I catch you then hear the voice of a woman claiming to be his wife, she said you and I know there are nefarious relationship, she also threatened that if I didn't leave me. She will head the guest bears hire for 1. Once more I collapsed, I cried as the rain for his fate, responsible for why you cheated on me while I am happy thought for this world.

When he returned, see me cry, he startled asked han, I screamed in tears, resentment towards accountability, abuse Deceiver ... face turn colors but immediately calm told me that because I didn't want to worry more, because the love and fear of losing me so he lied and begging me to forgive. You ask me to give you time to settle the divorce from his wife and promised to protect me for life ...

Though very painful but because the love, I was accepted. But only 1 week alone, we must again face the wife find came to me and you to make out about, she also carry a child of 2 people to press us to stop.

Standing in that situation, you're not an explanation into the alcohol tea, go through the night. I have endure to ask about the future, you say customize I decided. Now I am too tired if life continues like this, I love you very much, what should I do now?=