Horrified to witness the scene the lover and mother in bed

I took my husband was more than 10 years and have two beautiful, healthy children. My husband is a very good husband knows only to his wife, family, don't eat, get drunk, high girl.

The ideal of life is so perfect to me but I can't believe I have to crush a man lost to me many years. At first I just want to have fun through road but would doubt as deep a sneaky and guilt I hardly draw.

I have betrayed my husband for several times and he's like the two moths on each other to find the strange feeling ... After the times I feel bitten twinge of conscience, remorse and guilt for wearing cling as the mud I can't quite remember.

I also have several times myself with her crush is if the sexual sin that it doesn't have a nice end result. But each time I'd suggest ending with him as he left a message, the phone say loving words earnestly and said I will wait long, though I won't leave my husband or divorce.

I have betrayed my husband for several times and he's like the two moths on each other to find the strange feeling.

Just like I have many times wanted to terminate but just hold him and we just silently prolonged awkward love sneaky thief. But then "go on meeting nights" ... Story of adultery also were my husband and a few relatives who accidentally discovered.

I feel there is an error with my husband and children. I regret a minute of mistakes and ask for forgiveness from my husband. But in vain. My husband for divorce and says you can't delete the photos disgust when reliving the scene I and his mistress into bed together.

End my husband gave me a divorce paper said I signed on. I'm crying and not signed. But when the Court people still consider for my husband the divorce because my husband put out was proof that I was violating the law on marriage.

Two courts also treat for my husband to be pets. I am upset and crying every time I think but the mistress always comforting and pampering that made me somewhat also eased ahead of a big change of life: from now we take a family has more than 10 years.

My ex-husband and her two children moved away and left the House in the city for me. After a while my Mistress move about in common. The first time we are so fun, no longer the sneaky thief awkward date and fears.

But living together is just not yet 3 months from a person speaking calmly review exist he has become and unsuspecting brute ... Many times we from to to argue.

The times then he lightly smash the heavy furniture, he slapped me with those things. The first few I did marvel at the astounding when beaten because from time immemorial until now has never been one so. Even my ex-husband when angered also never ever slapped me one. The world that ...

The times like I am also speaking to you again, but the feet intertwine tru me finished sailings leave even for me crying. Many times I want to break up but after the times like you back home and apologize and spoil my reasons again ignored. However as the situation or living on cough and rewarding I exceptionai the old days of England is increasingly disappearing instead are the fictional Vice that I hate the old.

But those things don't hurt and dead like never, ever by this horrible story. That's me right into the hospital is treating cancer due to an accidental discovery while passing physical examinations periodically.

The doctor asked me to hospital for 1 week to do all tests and planned treatment regimen. I have to stay in hospital at least 1 week but after 5 days all tests and protocols done faster data so I would discharge soon. I go home soon without call for people who love to know because I want to be surprised. Because throughout the day in the hospital he would early in the afternoon, visit the phone call asking, do I want touched him a little surprise.

I came out of the Senate and on to the House is 9 pm. To create surprise, I didn't go to the front door where the back door to go round the back. Gently unlock the door after I entered the kitchen and rón rén comes into the room. Suddenly I hear a voice who fried soy sauce talk in the bedroom upstairs.

Tim I like blocking back. This time out he has anyone in this House? I tried ear finds a moment then had worried the woman moaning ... At this time, the nerve I as string tension coming off. I was standing in front of the bedroom door was tightly closed that as limbs paralyzed.

Whine and embittered inside the room is growing. Currency the guts I shove the door then I was horrified trợn eyes witnessed my lover and my mother naked are making love on the bed.

I do not know how long Yours sincerely, then die standing my mind crazy Island reeling and I run straight out of the House that guilt. I go as a crazy all night and the next morning too tired I into a hotel room to sleep. But would have to sleep. I only know lies crying all day ...

To date has been almost 1 week I still in hotels and do not want to go home. Because I do not know how to live and what to do here. Everything is upside down in me. I regret I was wrong and come out wrong. Please people give me advice.=