My husband changed completely after I foul affair

My husband is my second man follows first love breakup. The period of time know you, sometime we instigation, quarrel and there was nearly broke because of age we don't match each other (Quartet released the pulse). And then everything over and we also married after two years in love. Grab you, I hope for a happy family, about a husband caring for family and think for our future tomorrow.

After the wedding day is the chain on him to go get drunk. On familiar, you still get drunk or but not many like this. Every day you go to get drunk, I cry, blame you why treat me as such. Both voluntarily coming together rather than anyone pressed nothing that you leave me. Almost 5 years, I've tears that fall.

Besides being the heart of England for me. If not go get drunk then go home, he dives into the phone and computer, could take the loss of sleep because of it. I am always behind all that stuff. The times I sick, you don't ask me how, or better yet drink. My birthday, 14/2 or 3/8, you don't have anything to, not the United States is not even a gift message, a spiritual wishes. Love can be romantic but don't lack too unprofitable.

Before and after the wedding, I have for you the message a little long, just hope you understand me, I need you, need your attention, care, share. Up to now, I still do not understand that. I don't understand the love for me is nothing. Will have nothing to say if only the story on.

Nearly a year ago, I moved. Here, I met and acquainted h. not more than my husband, only one thing is the interest and affection H for me. For me, the initial H is also normally like other colleagues. To do about more than two months, I accidentally struck the company's case. After this case, few people were fired, only I'm still doing. Then the row is not just aimed at me. Told myself that I did nothing wrong, nothing to fear but I am very tired, depressed and sometimes like to please leave. H is the only person who saw me crying, as well as the encouragement, comfort and give me advice on what happened there.

Each time, we chat more, these messages also. Does anyone know that in these times of that message, I hope that is the message of my husband not h. created for me the fun in work and life. What happened to the well to our more intimate, after several months of phone and Messaging. I can't explain what it is emotional, not love and love so easy for anyone but you, I did have a problem with my husband.

The more familiar I H a month, my husband discovered because I do not delete the log calls in the phone. Your first reaction is anger and then the suffering. You paying him, because you get drunk or lack of interest to me so new to the job. He says forgive me all and start over. He had me do later today discovered the incident, forcing I removed sim card and put in my contacts always again. I always lock my Facebook . I would like to be forgiven you ignored should accept most, whether it's the job I loved, the phone number has been sticking with me for over 10 years now and with how many Facebook friends.

Sorry that you just forgive me half a month. In the second half of that month, I feel what is happiness. Are you going to do about the couple, wrapped citrus together, I worry for my glass of each line, you don't get drunk, its time in my sidebar. We confided together every night. There the night he tossed my recipe books extremely regretful and estimate the price do not happen that way. There are times you cried, I told you that "or I go to revenge", I don't know what to think when I say so but he answered a question made me very still pleased "he probably Not eat grilled Granny eat nem stars. And then later his life backed out of here ". Because of this he's saying that I really trust him.

Life is not as we expect, after half the month change. He strained to me, go do it, go miết, get drunk drunk drunk, I would say. And then I discovered I know colleagues in the Agency. Once I accidentally saw your message for her: "Tell me you're not accustomed scared nothing good". England despite everything. I know this girl for a long time, according to my feeling, and my husband is not admitted. When I give birth, she and a sister Institute colleagues visit me. Right now, I have the feeling between her and my husband have something then because of the way talk of two very different people. The pens in the pocket of my husband has her name (or Office staff do to not lose marks written). When I asked the husband says you should get written facilities available.

Initially, when I know you're familiar with her, I beg you very much weeping but I don't care. You just said you hurt me a lot but I do he hurts, so now you have to live like that, I don't know this man you're accustomed to other people. He wants me to pay the price for what has caused you. I beg you every night until you notice the affair for parents on either side and he changed completely. He more aggressive, angry. He beat me 4 times, he used the words that I do not think it uttered from. After the times he reviled and struck me, I don't beg you again because I want to let go.

My husband's parents knew, they forgive me because I want my parents to live by it. I also apologize to you, the parents and promised never to repeat it. Family is my husband treats me very normal like nothing happened yet. And you, you change the way with me, he called for "you, I", when what's new talk to me otherwise. Time you do now is from morning until late at night, even on vacation you always. I know your work time should you go play at would I know all is but I can't do anything.

Ago and now, I still hold the view that "If there someone else outside the husband said, I will let go because it did not want to keep the ones that do not belong to themselves". I on one hand want to divorce him but on the other hand does not want to lose you because of my son, the baby was too small. Have you treat me so then would rather he leave his wife for you to not upset to see me and I also think more when you go out with her. Really there is no way back for me?