Obsessed by the ' gu ' odd man

Notably I'm about to get married. My husband does not have have the peculiar in my thoughts. I never dare to reveal for you to know this. Although our sex life so harmony. But the image was bruised with the ugly man always obsessed in my head.

I'd always been paying and obsession.

Occasionally the pictures of that in between us. There are 2 minutes next to the love which I thought is located on the fat man. To hug at arms, don't see the rounded fatty belly, I startled knows is an illusion ...

I feel full of guilt and regret. Although the fantasy of porn I'm very private and confidential. But I always feel fear. I dare not share this with anyone.

Am I'm having psychological problems? Has anyone had the same odd hobbies as I? Tell my fiancé I am very handsome and youthful. My friends who are also jealous of me. Go with you, I am very proud.

Sometimes I myself or by in fear I always lose you, lest you should be commensurate with his new obsession. I am not pretty high and dry them. So, I even have always been inferior because of black water.

Though the pictures he sometimes panic and fear. Missed one day that I did not manage to know lover? He will respond if know this?  Is there when I neglect silhouette to all the men in my illusions? I could not live if that is true.=