Once, my wild trót broth anxiety wing wife

I'm very optimistic and full of compassion, always know the thoughts of others. I'm not too skillful in communication but people always are attracted because of the honesty and gentleness. I was a good doctor, very hard to learn. The patients are children, they often come to my house after it cured, thanks to hissing and puppet gifts, sometimes just the home or specialty chicken, fish ... Tell you the truth, your income just by 1/20 I but I am very proud to have a wife like you.

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My mother is famous, I again, so that you do Strawberry just a short time my mom "" I'm right, anywhere a breeze daughter-in-law. Now I travel several days as parents look stand looks sitting. Child care and teach the great, docile, good school, independent, always playful and humorous strokes start just like you. My House is always brimming with laughter. Children's spiritual prop for me in life, in business as in this field. With you I find peace and serenity.

I love you, you made few and proud to have you as my wife. So that now one hand I'm about to ruin everything. Two weeks ago, during a business trip, I was drunk after drinking with her assistant. She's the same age my wife, nice, divorced her husband and. She has worked with me for three years now, very good at communicating, not know drinking drunk, always supporting me when receiving guests. I don't have any love for her, even somewhat belittled.

That day, I can't be drunk do not know but really don't understand why she moved back to the room and no curb. The next morning, when fully awake, I'd go crazy. Since love and married to now, I have only a single woman is his wife. But my wife is very timid, not bit "technical" but I'm totally satisfied with my wife. Rolling over many years, I have met many young girl more beautiful, more seductive wife but did not look pleased. So this time I fall ...

This morning she was already two planned, too early to go to the hospital the ultrasound but definitely get pregnant because has deliberately on soup. She said love me long, wants to have children with me, no money, no need for me to put my wife, not to my wife I know, just by my side and have kids is enough. She's absolutely not abortion, is also not working. If pressed, she will go to meet my wife. If I suspect, will go to the baby born the DNA test. At the moment I knew I was close.

"Don't drink the Water Buffalo who took the Buffalo head puzzle", now only blame themselves. I'm not afraid of notoriety but very afraid of losing his wife. Count me I very clearly, gentle, selfless but very extreme in friendship. Before me, I have had lovers, the two became engaged to wait me out of school will marry. When he discovered that doctors with ties to a drug program, I immediately cut off even for him crying begging, either side of family counselling (mother of two who was a classmate). At that time I was a friend of his brother, witnessing children in pain, thin sọp go but still resolute. I find that terrible for me.

Later when I love you, I always promise to crush will never make you miserable. That's now happening. I came with my virginity intact in the wedding night and still the concept it is sacred, can only occur between husband and wife love each other. I have few times reminded: "I trust you, never manage or jealous. Don't ever let me discover you do blame me though only once, you will never forgive ". Normally I'm very gentle, rarely declare what but said dead column.

Now I know what I did, more abortion then? I do not believe abortion is but if its true? How do explain to me? How do I trust I do not have the relationship and only one night? Said I been inserted? Just like in the novel is more real. I am a man, 38 years old, always confident in a field, the success and experience of yourself, now reeling in remorse and fear will see less.

Tell you the truth, today happened to now I dare not close my wife, the guilt, the fear of spreading the disease to his wife. I don't know I have clean, if not spread the disease to the children, the more I sin. I'm extremely intelligent and sensitive, I know hard to hide for long but confess is synonymous with "crash" you a knife, is making you miserable, that I will lose you ... My life without me and the children, I live? What should I do?=