Panic because of the wedding, he hugged former I

Then when I got married, I evade reality, not daring to look I wear dresses the bride go party man. Now, after almost 4 years to find the person who replaces me, he has decided to terminate the loneliness by marriage with her.

That year, I was 19 years old, he is also first met the first love. We came together very quickly by both believe it is "love happens". But the sentiment was not durable then had stumbled to the hardships of life. You risk being dismissed because of internal disputes within the company I were you stop loving.

At the moment I am prepared to step into the second year of University, the children still should always do nũng people love. While you are experiencing the pressure of work, unable to appease me. So we often quarrel. Arguing much but we still love each other and still together. The result, both are vulnerable. Maintaining that love was more a year then we both felt unable to continue. So I suggest splitting.

After the breakup, I change the phone number and threatening to all of your friends who are not for you. Ex-still waiting for school to me, still I beg for the opportunity but I am uncool. I came so many times but I am avoiding should not meet.

I again stable emotions, try learning right out of school and go to work at a State company. A year later, I accepted the invitation to do your girlfriend a guy of the same company but different parts. A few months later we were married. Since then, I no longer see or hear any news from my ex-boyfriend. I live peacefully with her husband and a daughter.

The idea of time and then just passed, unexpectedly I received this letter and card's boyfriend. I believe that you know about me for Valentines are sent via postal mail to the company. Because the words in the letter made me feel, I decide to attend his wedding. On the go, I lied to my husband that went in the same friend's wedding the day before. My husband didn't doubt, even carrying me to the restaurant. The former lovers meet again, I am very surprise about your appearance. Handsome than in my memory, also the wealthy than the achievement.

During the wedding, I realized the eyes he sometimes stops me. He goes next to his bride, a girl also very beautiful and youthful, but frequently turned to look at me. Finally, when the toasts to my desk, he intentionally touched the Cup with me. Wait at the other desk moved to the prepared, I speak in my ear that comes out of the toilet area waiting for you.

I don't know what should I also curious with the steps. Just five minutes later, he was present. Former lover said nothing but just silence ... look at me cause I'm family. I stifled the shame question he wanted to say something to me? After that, his actions made me blow.

You hold me up region, you told me that I thought were forgotten, incredibly pleasing pliers are not visible. At the moment I would stalk, afraid has anyone gone on should rush to push you out. Song the more I push, he increasingly entwined. I finally had to coax him that let go and then talk seriously. This new liquid drop at British hands.

Before leaving, he turned to speak to me tonight will call me, tell me from now until then think carefully. (Artwork)

He started talking very much, because you should drink red makes me doubt he might have drunk. When you say you married because I want to forget, because her parents urged. Then you hold my hands and say if I give you a confession, he will do the "runaway groom". I panic shook his head repeatedly say he drunk, I don't do crap. I swear I'm more awake, control his behavior. Fortunately, at this man goes to the bathroom, we see the two calls. Before leaving, he turned to speak to me tonight will call me, tell me from now until then think carefully.

That night, 11 p.m. Ah you call. My husband is sleeping next to the balcony so I must listen to the air. I reply that I'm married, very quiet, I don't want my husband's warm story and as not wanting to ruin my family. I also expect you will find happiness alongside the new wife married. Song, former lover said he volunteered to do my secret lover, just hope I meet, chat with him is he satisfied.

From that day to today, I still get 3 calls. I also get a reason to chat in Flash for a few seconds. Then, you also do not call bother me anymore, but that message, I wait for your answer.

From then after that day, I like the "lost soul" because the thoughts in my head constantly. I am very tricky do not know what to do with the si piece of old boyfriends this. Maybe I was when after attending the wedding of old lovers. I have to advise you as to how we can return to a peaceful life as before?=