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I still don't want to divorce even the nominal life with her husband.

Everything changes five years ago. I found my husband affair with her married colleague. She tell me messaging them together long time and ate located together.

Just that day, I asked my husband, I confess and ask for me, I will cease. You lied. They're sneaky. I know English and the butter wouldn't explain. Then, you change the dizzy, become real need, brute, rude. He listened to her about beating me callous, grasping my hair dragged on the ground and the bike very powerful belly up.

Her husband stood by parents defended you, saying you like is my fault my wife does not know to keep my husband. They also charged, said bad I was with you. After each like a brutal battle. He said I too jump Dead River news, he took another wife. Her husband's parents, the nhiếc hook, reviled, I don't know parents taught me, the daughter-in-law as I would rather not have. One day, they also pray for me to die soon.

Because too pleasing pain, I commit suicide twice but no luck, thanks to his parents Mr. and Mrs. I save lives, health care. The day I was in the hospital, both my husband and no one asked. My mom calling them then being yanked like slapped the water, they say I'm not too sad to die for them.

After that time, frustrating what is he pulled me out, have strangled choked at the idea. Midnight late at night, he pushes me and her out of the House, throwing out the furniture warranty I go. Those hours, I'm screaming crying khản neck, to the extent the nearby neighbors voiced New England, opening the door for my mother.

A few years ago, I suffered from depression, often taking the treatment. Daddy Cool husband blames me intentionally killed her husband at home to do the unclean, do they bring. Now, I regularly read the Dharma to the more serene temples often heard praying. I try to treat them better, so they have no reason to be out, I threw my husband cannot divorce me.

But many at the impasse, the night I scream cry so long. Husband and parents tell outsiders that I suffered mental, "every night crying as ma, new productive as long as the ship's bad luck thing out, let it renders like don't survive". My husband can't stand, into the room, taking the constant banging knees in my face screaming: "are you im going to? Do not im me kill ". See I still cry, he retrieved the tape glue mouth and yanked me sick.

Anyway, I still try to trick of sticking a pole, I am not going anywhere, I don't mind Orange created conditions for them as you like. For several years now, we live on, no longer share, chat, even he regarded me as the air in the House. You still have a private life, still her affair with other colleagues, spent most of all for her. We are not sex, not voice, not emotional, not sleeping.

I stay at home my husband as a shadow creature, pretending to go to work still proved normal, fun with colleagues back home, playing with the children. One question they still talk good about her husband and her husband's family. I hope they see that think again.

I understand when she informed me know everything is to divorce me and they would publicly come together, my husband didn't set the family how the construction effort. I am afraid for my children, divorce, fear of socialopinion, fear parents will upset people laugh at cooking. If continue to live like this, I know it will forever be the marriage , subject to the scene has no husband.

I fear divorce themselves prepared psychologically to face should not brave enough to let go. I think was lost by the divorce. Outsiders do not know still thinking my family very happy but sad at the thought of lying and lonely. What should I do? People please give me advice.=