The affair of an adulterous woman: Everyone should read once if they don't want to regret it later

Sometimes I still feel like I can't understand myself, I don't understand what I really want. Do I still love my husband? Why do couples live together for many years, then one day realize there is no more excitement, love and vibration.

We went through such months together, busy living and neglecting love, understanding each other so boringly. I am just a woman after all, can be strong in life but I still need affection for love. But my husband said: romance is only for those who love each other who have not been in the family.

There are times when I crave a hug, crave a kiss for a certain anniversary that he forgot because he thought it was good. And now I don't remember, when was the last time we kissed.

I met the man at a small party. The man is like me, has a family. And yet the way he looked at me, asked me how I cared, made my heart beat. The most vulnerable woman is when they are alone. Perhaps he appeared at the time when I felt lonely and resisting. That night he took me home, stopping a short distance from home, for the reason "afraid of my husband's misunderstanding of me"

Whatever it is, there is a beginning, everything next is nothing difficult. Me and him from a few messages, a few calls and met, dinner, coffee, dating. Every day passed, each other was crazy. That feeling was not that I had never been with my husband, only that it was too far away. This man is making me realize that I am not a boring and monotonous woman. Every word he said, every thing he did made me happy and touched.

Once after the appointment, he offered both of them to the hotel. It is true that I am infatuated with him, but when I go to bed with him, I feel puzzled. I am not a single person, what will I get when I reach the final limit of love? I finally did a test. We rented a small room, feeling like he was not too busy, in a hurry.

- Can we stay together forever?

- We both have families already. Isn't this better?

- Then you leave your wife, and you leave your husband. Should I stay like this ?

In a moment, I noticed that his gaze was a bit taken aback. He began to say that he could no longer be coherent with numerous reasons. And I'm in delirium because love is still smart enough to realize he doesn't want to throw away his family. He also had an affair, I also had an affair, but after all I lost to him. I went out of the motel, not saying a farewell sentence.

I went home to my mother and gave birth to two days so my mind could be clear. I told my story to her. My mother looked sadly at me, her eyes clear and disappointed. Mother said:

'Is life a love novel, but I ask so much. My husband loves me and wants to be with me all my life. And the other man loves me because he wants to go with me on a short road. My husband does not use too much energy and time for his children, because he must also save energy to take care of his family and life. And the other man who loved me seemed to die again because he only needed to love you for a few days, sleeping with you for a few nights and then throwing you away. My husband cares for my life. And the other man only takes care of my feelings. I will not be able to find a person who has just fulfilled the responsibility of a husband and father who is passionate and romantic as a lover. Don't make it so hard for yourself. The marriage house, going out is easy, you want to go very hard, be careful step by step. '

I opened my eyes when the sun was shining through the window. The space was unusually quiet, there was no squishy sound of the children, and it was a time to remember that it was Sunday. There is a small piece of paper placed at the head of the bed, in which my husband's scribbled character is written: 'Seeing my mother sleep well, my father and I are not awake. My father and I go to my grandparents, I wake up and come back later. '

Turned up and sat up, the sun was shining on my face. Yes, to go through the night, to see the radiance of the sunshine. Happiness is not far away, why are you tired of looking everywhere? And how fortunate when I was able to stop in front of the abyss, betrayed my husband and went to bed with the man.

Women often fail to explain the plurality of themselves. Living beside her husband, she sometimes told herself to accept it no matter how bad her husband was. But lying next to her husband, when lonely and overwhelmed, women desire for another life: To be loved and cared for. Deep down in the hearts of women, women always want those things.

For women in marriage, common water is even more precious than life. Women, once adultery, are no different from death, death, honorary death, death of dignity and indulgence.

Women who want to go to bed with other men remember when they have stepped down from the bed, they are losing everything.

Family broken

When an adulterous woman is caught by her husband, you will face a divorce. However, remember, if you don't have a stable job, you will face many difficulties, especially in the custody of children.

Being condemned by society

Men of adultery, women can still forgive. Even society is easy to ignore for the sins of men. They can see men's betrayal as a physiological need, to be tempted to tempt, to be a cold marriage. As long as men return, they are like 'acquitted' of an affair.

But adulterous women don't expect to receive forgiveness. Women once adultery is no longer honor, dignity and the status of wife as mother. Even the female body itself tormented herself for life. The pain with adulterous women is also a social judgment called the name, a woman who treats spoiled, has no right to demand happiness later.

Lose faith in loved ones

When the husband and the husband's family discover the truth, even if they ignore you, the faith at that time has lessened. At that time, rebuilding love is very difficult. Remember, no matter how hard you try, faith and love cannot be the same as when you are happy.