The bitter tears of my husband

Huang is a rather dashing man and of course is good enough anymore, than men by age, the remarkable and much more elite.

Married so time passed, we had the happy whether full of difficulties. I have witnessed the Emperor from when he was a white hand, and then graduated from the University, then went to work and my career.

The Emperor always all to soon succeed. I know he's trying very much. But unfortunately, lately, Huang continued to encounter difficulties without a way out.

Troubles piled hard, working hard in drag as hard about the money cause us steadily had many disagreements. Somewhere in my head I had open thought regret was in love. My mother said the daughter should love her more mature than her age when he had a career, then the two will reduce life difficult.

That is not known to ever since I've been in a relationship with a man more than I was nine years old. The decision had a wife. We regularly work overtime dating Besides coffee, hot kisses and strange emotions difficult to describe ...

I was attracted to the Determination by the elegant, ripe. The allure of a mature man strangely, it meant I could not resist.

I was starting to get bored and eventually found the life the couple is boring. I gradually found it interesting every time the awkward dating sneaky thief. Many nights I no longer really "love" with her husband.

But both me and all know that we're only together with 2 the word "Mistress". The decision had a wife, and I had my husband. My husband-he is a good man. If I remove the Prince to come up with a different man then I remain ready.

Every day I meet, I think I should end this relationship as soon as possible but don't understand why can't definitively be.

The coffee shop-where I am and often quite dating, 3rd floor of the restaurant pane into each compartment to create a private space for the dating couple can do what they want and of course we are.

, When I decided recently to which the Emperor suddenly appeared in front ever since. That looks terrifying calmness of him makes me and all shoot run both.

Huang would dryly, calmness and finality that is the reason that I love him until now. I understand what is going on and of course love the couple I will desist from here.

Huang has moved away, but he was crying. I see the tears of my husband though he concealed it in a hurry. Perhaps he never cried, including the difficult at best. I like to run, I want to hug him from behind.

But I am a miscreant woman, I am no longer worthy of the love and the efforts that the yellow for me.

Have these days, Huang did not return home. I do not want Huang to go home because I'm afraid to face him, I don't know to explain why to him about everything. But I'm really worried for him. I realize I love Huang. I can't live without him.

Perhaps at this time Prince are very hurt and upset when his professional career difficult, emotional, then the confused ... and maybe he doesn't believe I betrayed him.

I feel regret and blame. While my husband is struggling to find a way out from the difficult then I go looking for the brand-new, suẩn and stupid.

I want to hug my husband. I want to kneel down to beg him for forgiveness but everything still up?=