The center bottom of the woman are about infidelity

I am 36 year old, has had her husband and two children. My husband than I was eight years old, is a good man, but we are not in thinking, career orientation. However, that can live with each other, but the feeling of happiness, then very little, only feeling alone is absolute.

Recently, we encountered a serious problem because of the housing problem, we argue, argue about whether to buy a home or not at this point.

My husband is an diocese, regarded the 4 people living in collective housing 60 m 2 is alright, not thinking of buying the House, grew up in the new computer again.

I shall return, I found recently housing prices are falling sharply, so I want to buy a home, although the deal has not yet had enough but borrows and then buy now rather than wait a dozen years from now.

I do the staff for a private company, the salary enough to eat, enough goal. My mother, Dad formerly of workers, later the factory collective House for fertilizer. Feedback not yet married to the family I am also living in cramped homes.

Recently, in addition to discussions with her husband to buy a spacious new home more then I did have aspirations to a part of my wages to buy a home for his parents lay me again, my husband was vehemently and what's to come.

We had at least agreed, despite similarities, not less and can live together, but after this incident, we look back and recognize that we're not together, can't talk to mutual satisfaction, will divorce if not for two children.

I really won't mind, empty when thinking about my husband. But will the divorce if I was living with two children. And then, we hardly talk, her husband out of the other room asleep. I sleep, insomnia, depression and fatigue.

The next night, when my husband carry my computer to another room then I hugged the phone to facebook's colleagues in the Agency. People that don't even know what my family but we talked a lot, but my wanders about his sadness.

Empty my heart, with my husband experienced the difference he has to, in a way, too quickly and rushing as waves washed out of my mind of late.

I don't know if I live the backed out again, just knowing the heart then has crafted his silhouette, the confused mind, insecurity and instability. Though I and you, is just the feeling of coming together, also about how you far away, which I also do not understand themselves expect that gap near the back or not.

I'm suffering in reality with her thoughts are betraying the people around. This makes my heart throbbing pain.

Run to him, this is completely impossible. I can leave my husband and not ever leave me. If I betrayed I will lose everything, maybe both.

Maybe, though I now and he has not done anything to blame outside the covertly intended the sentiment for each other. But who can guarantee the two soul wrap tangerines together and will not lead to uncontrollable actions. When the soul has cravings, whether one day step and I do not find to each other. I'm confused too.=

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