The key to all the pain is ... 'her story'

I have the life love and sex is complicated. I've been to bed with nearly 20 men and now completely disoriented.

I became a woman 3 years ago. I know love late and also not having luck on the way.

I've given in to the distraught woman's longing is love and look forward to responding. But the sender was not her best regards.

After 3 times fellatio and countless times paying quarrel, we disappear from his life. It is still the person I loved the most in your memory. But the emotional current that in me has died.

I'm not the woman endure loneliness. I quickly plunge into the arms of a second person. For this person, I have many regrets. It is a family man.

Of course many will think man fornication cannot be good people. But I still believe he is a good man in a certain way. At least is the best among the men I have met. I need a love . And I've lost you forever.

Since then, I started to step on the treadmill of the relationship is staggering. Most of the people I know are on the internet. I'm her man at all.

Although I'm not so stupid to not know doubt but I still want to believe more. Who said what I believe yoursA lonely woman and, of course, not a few times I was tricked.

In the reconciliation with the sewing, I realized the truth well not long after that rather than take long years, for men who had misled the family filter search happy or those who just want to have fun.

No relationship lasted more than 2 months. As said, I've been to bed with almost 20 men but not too bruised hits four times in almost every relationship.

I think I was a form of psychological trauma. I don't know, cherish yourself. I'm lost need pride of a woman. The key to all the pain is sex.

I'm still very fine until it happens, I'd like to turn into a different person sadness, pessimism, frail, aggressive, say many, strange behaviour ... In general it is very messy. I do man fed up and tired.

Because there are many men back, come and go in a short period of time, in my neighbor in soy sauce FRY, there are rumors that I was prostitutes. I don't have to. I always go in search of love.

My little friends, but there are good friends. Those who understand me that I was always the girl longing for love, are, well, have the heart and sincere, sentimental, romantic.

I used to think I am a faithful person and in respect of that.

At the age of 30, I'm still in a fruit loop in the loop forever and not know will look and go forward to the future path of his life how ...=