To me, dead Dad from when you put your hand on the thigh of the other woman

The old days, when I was young, my dad was like sneaky thief awkward exterior. At that time I never heard and don't understand the concept of adultery, horizontal, vertical. I just know after her parents arguing, I usually go some day mother face down on knees crying.

If I had asked my mother would say "nothing, my peace of mind". If asked I would also eat a raw canvas tai in the face because "you're annoying the identical fuck".

The year I was six years old, my mother was pregnant . I was eager to meet him, I would talk to you with his mother. But she was never born. The presence of children on the life of just one child cỏn grave in the garden behind the House.

My mom says she is weak too so can not wait until 9 October. To take advantage of the new I-10 class forever to hear my grandmother tell dad I adultery, my mother went looking and then going broke should fall and suffered a miscarriage. More painful is the man who pushed my mother fall is my dad. My dad stopped again to mother for his mistress to escape.

Because miscarriage which side the inner lead filling my mother forever. I saw my mother slapped his grandmother so confident just lost nephews is my nephew. Also so that would me adultery being caught are covering up.

People recommend that parents should attempt to obtain a son then dad will end affair. But later when my brother was born, my dad also remains the habit of moon flower.

Have a grade 8 School of late, the horizontal road bike then I see my dad run the cup car carrying a woman. A statement placed on the thighs, both laugh. I don't know what shaky, suddenly I saw fear, that is both labor into a pile of straw across the street, fell rolled out and lay on the ground crying always delectable.

I cried until at home. When my mom asked me just say is due to the fall, look at my mom when that poor that miserable too.

I left the House to the city level 3, University and remained working until now. Because of my past life difficult so I am very determined to get rich. I always yearn for my mom and my brother a better life. Also so that I am very busy, sometimes tweaked the story unfinished days ago. Or call but less on home visits, just deposit money and gifts.

Some day before my brother texted me a few mere words "she don't send money back." I thought it was mad busy but do so to dinner about just called ask why. It cried sobbed in the device protected posted how much money he took for the daughter. It also said she hated dad because I didn't hurt my mother and begging me to take it to the city because of its aversion to current life.

I am dazed stupor, I long too forget the subjective "criminal" affair. I thought I was the only victim to silently suffer the pain of a child has an affair. I can't believe my little brother, too. I recommend it don't hate, don't hate, anyway it is still her father. But it doesn't know that it's really a father-image in my heart have died since grade 8, when he saw dad laugh loud eject and put hands on the woman's thighs.

My mother has over half my life because to live with a husband who betrayed and worthless. I want to liberate parents but most should advise parents not to divorce. Parents do not need to live with her anymore because now I've got the money, though not yet able to afford a home here to catch up but also well-off mother to pay for his mother to live disengaged.

Also if I want Daddy, I will still give you a small monthly amount, as long as I have to get away from my mother's life. But do not know how have tastes and any patient with Dad isn't. Anyway, this year I have 60, again long ago, bummer if no money I sent about white rice then even I don't have that.

Please give me a reply. Actually I can't forgive Dad from in and just want to divorce her father. So there is not? Cut to me there must be a way out for the parents and the grief and wrath in my sister?=