When I suggested 'it', I've embraced me and nodded

The Mandarin is a public company with work colleagues. She was born and raised in Saigon. As such, her personality is quite generous openness. She however graduating with quite the Marketing industry but has social knowledge is quite extensive, spoke English fluently, participated in operation "summer green" time should students have matriculated to customer care department at my company.

She's not the qualified but also very sociable and friendly with colleagues. Perhaps this all my life, I can hardly find a girl would have the clear liner Allied voice and witty humor as the Mandarin. Many times want to meet my engine evidentiary Uyen, need help making this the other end to hear the voice of her involvement. Candidly, we love each other and everyone in the company knows that. Both organs for transplant I assignment, joke and tease Yuan. Finally, we publicly the relationship from friends of colleagues turning to each other's lover.Love of each other, I can learn new Yuan and each other more. Last week we go play with each other. She led me to go many places in Saigon. Dinner, café, watching movies, shopping ... every place or is she lead me to go to, "said Saigon how beautiful and attractive". There are things, not like I pay for every account that must be the "double sawing", "he who eats the person charged". I am quite surprise to see her "promptly" so because like the West side. Question, she said that "As the new durable, then be yours". Yet the thing that made me like her more.

The spiritual life of the Yuan can say is quite rich. Each work stress, she makes the whole room sings clam clam work as there is a cool breeze between the hot summer days. Every free, Yuan enjoys playing the piano, painting, cookingschool, go walking and also a lot of other interests.

In particular, she's a good piano. She covered the music of famous musicians or that I just want to listen to music because she's playing rather than listen to the musicians. Have to work on the day tired, I wanted to hear the Mandarin for a certain music, instantly Yuan has a herd of music exactly as I want.

There are times I ask Yuan that stars which do not follow the lessons in the Conservatory which economic school. She jokes that the young have enrolled in the children's House but when growing up studying economics for stability, have new money to pursue new hobbies, are buying the piano to forums when free. I hear that see admire Uyen, an aggressive personality, girl, know makes others feel fun. With her, I want her to be happy and I myself would like to be like that.

We know each other are almost 1 year, the count married please. Because of the determined will to marry Narges, I have "solicited" her to do "it" with me. I want a girl to your identity, "AI, States, contest," as my wife, Narges belong to me alone.

Man has never tasted the forbidden fruit, I always appreciate these girls know keep themselves. And the girl like that deserves a new wife I. And I believe that Mandarin is also a girl like that. Since I love, she is very serious in friendship. It made me more to want to discover more about her. When I just "hint" is done, I think that the Yuan would say immediate refusal and that want to spend for the wedding night more meaning.

Unbelievably Yuan again embraced me and nodded to my surprise too, she's still in the hands of lesser bamboo rat I a, I open up the more unexpected because it was a condom. But then I've also gotten phắt away the thoughts of doubt in the beginning because I think the Yuan ain't want to get pregnant should take me to help prevent pregnancy.

That night we had a great night in the hotel. Never have I felt so elated elated. I hugged her in and told her that I will arrange to take her out of Hanoi introduced with my parents. She smiled happily and we hugged each other to sleep till morning.

But you, o Christ, the next morning, when just woke up, I looked down the bed sheets not seen blood streaks demonstrates her chaste. In brief, how much love respect her in I temporarily lost. I suspect that when she put the condom for me is the truth: she ever have sex before I should know how to use a bag and know how to take me to the top. Think yourself deceived, could not restrain himself, I had the Mandarin area up and slapped her a very strong ears baht.

I plunge into my arms.

She's just the bed, not rubbing the eyes have been slapped so extremely sleepy. I'm just into her and let go of the words offend, that she's the kind of girl loàn mausoleum, pretend presentable to cheat me. The Mandarin then seems to understand I wanted to say something. She looked at me with eyes hate made me shudder. Then she opened the bag of money out to get on the bed and told me to take it to pay half the fees and then ... silence out of. I like dead silence.

The day after that, I dare not look at Yuan each as needed to Exchange work. Her attitude. Still fun laughing said to me, but not with me anymore. Eat trưaở canteen the Agency she also sits in private doesn't sit with me. More and more I look at it like the Mandarin felt uncomfortable because of questions about how much she just boggles my mind.

Mandarin is not a virgin when I came up with was a humiliation for me. How many years for me to find a girl in white for a match, so that Mandarin does not have that. Did so after being discovered she did not have a practice, a speech would explain justify the loss of virginity which keep living like nothing at all.

Verily I wrong Yuan. But the first error is because she does not speak she ever loved anyone let me know. The feeling of having to eat again "scraps" causing me unbearable news. How much the plan promised Yuan eventually could not be performed because I could not marry a girl was not a virgin when it comes to me. My parents also don't accept a seal like that.

Think of the scene Yuan each other man hugging, there when each of the piano for the person listening to me before that I'm not out of the thoughts of her aversion. Finally I made the in the company of colleagues surprised because they just sure that I will marry Narges and each other. They didn't understand because I don't like to see the Yuan again so I have to do that.

I'm back to the North, working in a company where my parents introduced for because I was the eldest, need to stay with their parents for the care. My mother introduced me to the Ganges, the son of a longtime family in Hanoi to my wife. Constant while the introverted, not nice, not much talent as Mandarin. At least, she came home to a family of teachers, teach parents to be thoroughly before getting married and the important thing is that she is still a Virgin.

The wedding day I, who also congratulated me and Hang but does anyone know that in my heart is empty, no emotion whatsoever. Standing next to his wife in the wedding day that my mind thought to Mandarin. At the company in the South I don't say a Word with Mandarin. I'm not the phone for her nor her phone back to me. I think stress not knowing in her she like? Remember me? But think of the Yuan is not a Virgin I as want to forget her. I am afraid when she knows about the Mandarin's wedding, "the former familiar horse" and then betrayed me. Therefore, although very love Mandarin but I am forced to leave to find mộtngười my wife as I desire.

I have made a mistake?

But in life, "is this then takes the other one", although the wedding was a wife chaste, but I still feel hard to love his wife. Though taken together have more than 6 years, I and my wife still is not in harmony with each other, including the point about that.

Her passivity makes me have to go back to the manual instructions play tired. She didn't know how to find out the network up for "out of my spouse. Every time I close my wife remembered the night that I and Mandarin together. Yuan while not Virgin but bring me back that feeling great that now I was not his wife.

At the moment I feel regret about his decision. I remember the noisy bustling Saigon, remember the quick smile of Mandarin, the Mandarin's piano and devastating. Every time away from work tired, casually heard in on the television that I thought was the flock of startled her but turned out not to be. Also, she loves me truly and always try to do a gentle wife, a daughter-in-law Empress Thuan, but I saw her stars that tasteless, bland too.

Constants do not have a devout, vivacious as does Mandarin. Hang an opponent, usually the main respectable Department both before and after the wedding. Constant laboring work just know cooking for my husband and my husband on the bed. She never told me she liked where to go, what is expected from me at all.

Trade my wife struggled, I planned to take his wife and kids to go play. And do not know how bad the soil causing sky, I chose the Saigon do point to in my family's travels. Evening in Saigon, my husband to drink café right the cafe that me and the Mandarin used to date. Are the screamed together, a piano store as I startled. Look back at me surprised when seeing her. Is Mandarin.She plays the piano on the stage of the cafe. When the music ends, applause of praise. I'm not surprised, I saw a man and a boy of the same flowers onto the stage for her. She's smiling and happy little boy speeding up thank the audience. The man and the boy that is her husband and her son. Mandarin is not a Virgin anymore, but also her husband?Look at her beautiful than the old days and happily my husband, suddenly feeling jealous overwhelms the mind I. And when he didn't understand why I had a downright crazy action that is "peeling" the past of her husband she knew.

I met my husband's own Yuan. I told him that I used to be an old lover of the Mandarin. I parted her because she was not a Virgin anymore. I told him that he is the only person who came after that wedding, Uyen do nothing to bring the pouring housings.I can't believe that the men are not angry when I hear about Mandarin but also laughed in my face and say that I'm stupid when abandoning a multi talented girl like Mandarin. He said enjoyed a girl knows about sex, know how to secure relationships for you. I heard that điếng people.

Just then my husband came to Bong Yuan. See me, she still smiles greet me as a guest. Her husband embraced her role as Yuan and asked that she may want to talk with me.

Uyen serenely telling me that the reason she's not a Virgin anymore. Uyen recounted at her still learning level, due to curiosity about sex, she made out with you classmates. Luckily not elected but she and he were classmates from the spirit and barely have to leave school. After this they are no longer what you and other passers-by also went abroad.

When I met, I think that is the most profound love of true she should've "learned" from the first stupid, go online to learn about safe sex to help me sublimation when "love". No doubt I was then slapped her cause she hate me without talking to me again. And I also left Hanoi married not to contact her again.

When heard that truth, I feel regret was too hasty rush but also promptly asked her why not tell me in advance to not fall into the situation who get married, married guys like this.

She said: "I have asked that I say? Furthermore I first relations with anyone, you don't have anything to you that you judge me, and hit me again. Now I have to have my husband, my husband and I know my son. If he tries to grab the dead living, I will never meet a good man like him. Heard you got the wife a Virgin, I congratulate you and also suggest you be dedicated to her. If not then you're suffering wife and yours ".

Said Uyen hand's men are closing the child steps out to waiting car, leaving me standing sorry absurd turn a blind eye.

I returned with my wife that hearts. Probably husband of Yuan right. I'm so stupid when she. Reviews that I don't too, rush job in Saigon to North married that seeks to better understand Mandarin, then now there when my wife is not a Constant which is Mandarin. When I was immersed in the Mandarin's music, heard the voice of her involvement, be heard her flock when tired and enjoy my joy that she brings whenever grace charity.Sorry, when I wrote these lines so long to the Center. I did it myself and gauge how miserable my wife. Just because trying hang on to the concept of virginity that married life now I increasingly become boring, difficult harmony. My wife also seemed to realize I'm unusual signs because she saw me just ignoring absurd absurd tired sigh, although no agency in work pressure.

My wife sometimes has to borrow my phone to see what does and then returned. Know is should not to picture a third person in the family life, but I don't know what to think of a way to delete photos of Mandarin in my mind to take off love for his wife and son. Uyen has affected me too big that I can't forget her. What do I do now? I wish God don't let me see her, I wasn't suffering like this.=