When the pursuit of me, he was still 'on the bed' with others

3 months ago, I met my friend in the same University the day before. 4 year college we played close together should know each other's interests, personality. He's tall, handsome, more than a year old, I'm the Director of a company that produces toys for children.We go for coffee several times dating, England Australia la asking my situation and knowing I'm "discounted" he love me. He said that since the University for me but because I'm in love with someone else so he can't help but give up and just next to it do you. Now he's yet to love one should desire to date me and later will together build families.

At first I was very touching. But after thinking back I see our personalities are too different. While I was the shy, do well to seriously and carefully thoughtful thoughts he lived very "instinct". Feedback to College, you don't love anyone but he pairs with very many people. The girl would ever go out with you all have arisen intimate relations with him. That's why I always woke myself away from him and never put him on the list of the boys could love.

I don't know if I can trust you again or not.

After he found love and I agree. He also has solicited me for some time but I refused. I don't doubt that when chasing me (say the pursuit but essentially his only appointment I went to eat, go play like College) he was still on the bed with the other girls. This left me very disappointed. When I talk about this, he said that in terms of needs you have that are quite high. So, after two weeks of being convincing, I agreed to have sex with you.

I am not a conservative woman, close-minded. The day before the old man, I also had some intimate time exceeded. But, I require the adultery after marriage. This I suspect you can't execute. Although I enjoyed him, but think of the future, the marriage is unsustainable, I feel depressed and there is little confidence.

I don't know from when we arise, do you also go back with other women do not. But one thing is you usually online very late. Have the talk day done together, I pretend to say goodbye to him to go to sleep but essentially just to hide status. I can't believe you are still online for up to 1 hour after the new shutdown. I am very skeptical are you can flirt with other girls, the more suspicious the night not knowing what you're doing.

3 days ago, could not tolerate this, I was told straight to you that I don't trust you. He expressed being hurt, said nothing that just looked at me as I had thought wrong. We who went home and did not communicate with each other in 2 days.

To the evening yesterday, he came to me, he says that has all the key socialaccount, delete all phone numbers have no relation to the work in contacts. I said I believe you wanted once and this time I promise I will not do to anyone else.

Should I try to put trust in you again? I fear that if any love that lack of trust as well, after this the more I suffer more. People give me an advice.=