Woman with a husband: Not afraid of the tongue of the world, praying only to be truly peaceful

Women who want to make others happy must first know to make themselves happy. Living first is for me, then for the one who gave birth to me, for the person I was born. Husband and wife, when love is everything, it is nothing more than love. Husband and wife, once they no longer have love, are no longer meaning, in fact, they are just a stranger who meets his life.

I was a woman who lived for other people, for my husband and children, for my family. As for my husband's bride, I try to fulfill everything as much as I can. Everyone compliments the good husband and wife family with a good and fast daughter-in-law like me.

But I know how lonely I am in this marriage. Live with all my heart, hard for other people, except for a few hours of praise and praise from others, I have nothing for myself. I am a daughter-in-law but said that I am an unjust citizen for my husband's family. I am a wife but my husband is too heartless and selfish. I tried my best but my husband only saw it as a duty for a wife to do.

I have two daughters, 10 years old, 6 years old. Life was not very well-off, so I tried my best to raise my children to study. For me, every boy and girl are the same, as long as I can raise my children to study well. But my husband's family is very passionate about boys. They were sweet and told me to try to lay my son in order to have an ancestor worship later. I will not. And all the conflicts from that increase gradually.

My husband, after a while, persuaded me not to. I also declare a sentence: 'I don't want to give birth, I want someone else. At that time, don't blame this guy for being bad . '. I just thought it was my husband's angry words, I didn't expect him to actually do it. More heartbroken, it was my mother-in-law who instigated him to do it.

Hearing the couple's husband, I was in pain to collapse. Husband is not ashamed, but he always insults: 'What is the wife like, the husband finds another woman'. There is no other way, I filed a divorce application and took the two children away. Being so cruel, what else do I need in that family?

Many people know, they whisper about me. The elderly people in the village said: 'Why don't you try to marry a son. Is that better? ' The women who defend, they pout: 'Men are not. No matter how awkward you eat, come back. Only foolish women leave their husbands and lose their families like that! ' The more lonely said: 'There must be a thief, adultery will dare to leave her husband so fast!'.

Then blame the tongue of life. Good husband stays, his husband is too bad. How many years of being a wife, my bride also tried to come to people. What do I get in return? My husband's house sees me as a resident, a birth machine. Husband is heartless and mean. If I don't leave, will I bite my teeth to endure so that the people who look at me can praise me for patience and sacrifice?

After that incident, I also regained my balance. I try to work to earn money for my children to study. Through so many fluctuations, what I need is true peace in my heart. The world is large, the heart of deep farmers is difficult to guess, cannot satisfy all the people. Just be safe with your children, that's enough!