3 personal suffering when my husband but yet to find happiness

A childhood drenched in tears when her parents died at the same time

It is June 3 in the 2000 new year, my parents were traffic accidents and died. At the time, I'm in the House, waiting for her parents. But incredibly, it was the fateful day. My grandmother had nearly fainted after receiving a phone message about this crash. Pain, she turned to tell me: "Oh, Clever parents lost...". Two of my ears buzzing away, I really don't dare to believe that, me and my sister were orphaned since that moment.

After the funeral of her parents, her grandmother called my sister about living together. But because the want to stay near the townships of soul my parents and sisters I determined to stay. I remember, many nights, my sister asked: "sister, Mum and dad going nowhere yet about". I try to not hear your step unfortunately "his parents went away from coming back." Listen to me so, I lay back to sleep without it or know that "parents never return again".

But don't be long when not yet on my 49 d., motel owner pretext for others to rent that chasing my sister out of the way. Though I'm crying will pay monthly. But I don't and I moved in 5 minutes. Back in the arms of my mother, maternal hug crying in pain.

Time went on, I gradually grew longer and more maternal age because age was high. 19 year-old, after quitting school at home selling iced tea with her I met K English Country. Over 3 months to learn I hurry up car flowers of the same man. Before I took my husband for me 2 Gold only to do living capital. I promise ngoaị will send monthly to the adopted foreign children eat school.

Sex addict husband Guy and bitter wedding night

The idea will happy but my life back to the chain on the other suffering in her husband's House. Wedding night, he immediately revealed a computer a wicked guy, addicted to sex. He demanded the relations to other times, making my wedding night became hell. I like guys that lost souls while from the peak of happiness falling down the abyss. Every night, I silently cry "price as himself in her and so I was more than what the pit ham, married soon for lifetime pass gauge".

The days at home my husband in the Country I was living in the day of trouble, untold suffering mother and sister abuse husband despises. Up to then he inflicted on the body. I keep the wrong lũi, was 6 months I called upon him to divorce because too tired.

Be back in her arms, my sister was joyous. 2 years later I married again. This time I chose a wealthier man in the three Since. This person than I am 27 years old, we've had a lifetime of his wife and 3 sons. He has a House with land and livestock farms have up to hundred million.

When I say marriage plans on hosting the second foreign has a cartridge stop. Foreign fear of taking the more age disparity is too difficult to live. Furthermore he had a son my age, more e that will live with the inconvenience and they don't respect me. But because of the promise will pay money for her pets I and me, I have to agree. I remember the day I get in the car the second flower was in May 2004. That day it rained very loud, the flooding near through the wheels carrying the bride.

Thought it was the end of my life is myself but I didn't doubt, live with stepchildren so difficult. Besides, he's also repeatedly sought courted stepmother, he used the word vulgar to talk with me. His second son, also my age, claiming, "I-I". He asked me very silly things like "why I love you me?", "how much for his dad", ...

Many nights I've cried in his arms. I know his he has me very much. He also stores furniture home improvements of foreign to me. What I do I appreciate it at the time, I was praying for life will love the man.

Sneaky relationship "her husband-stepmother".

Time went on, I gradually accustomed to the new life in her husband's House. From inferior I gradually felt my husband's affection. I noticed his son are special to me. Sometimes I also did not explain his feelings for that person, I see him psychologically and emotionally to me than my husband present.

When I found myself in love with my husband whispered, also revealed he is in love with me. After the night with each other after the Garden we decided to escape to the South to do from the beginning. Before leaving, I have written a letter of apology. On 8/3/2006 I followed the lover fled to the South that are not up to meeting her and the girls ... When I notified, she gặng me to stay, but then I'm crying She sighed "father your dad ... why that".

When love life is pink, but when we lived together, without the support of any one, then the argument arose. The amount of money you and I carry only enough spending for 7 months. When no longer money anymore, our two out bươn brush to make a living. Also because of the strenuous that you began to change, he started hard and or the blame is on me. Many British at harsh "because of the type of woman like her that life that. She makes my father suffering, and suffering all my life. She is fuckin' woman ... ".

When I was going to follow her husband, was also at her self to me, she told me and I was only involved "stepmother-my husband" (illustrated).

When he was angry, then say so, but when you calm the tangled again to hissing sorry I. We left happy and then I promise I will overcome all difficulties. Later that year, I was pregnant with a baby boy. But not full of joy when he meets former lover back in Saigon. She is currently the owner of a coffee garden. Know you're sa-transport, ex Miss muscle gave him a job there.

From today to see ex-lover, you must change. Sometimes he stayed doing to new morning is served in bed because of fatigue. A woman's feeling for I know you are on normal relations with her. When I was going to follow her husband, was also at her self to me, she told me and I was only involved "stepmother-my husband". She is also the former lover should she have rights back to you.

"She just dates with him, so I suggest you leave for us to come together. He was the son not yet there, and I'm not girl my husband should have no reason to quit. He said she lived with him very tired, she didn't know how her husband's life on her back leaving him under the other boy ... "she abuse me like that.

I am really very painful, that night you don't about. I impatiently should have hired the car hug ran to the cafe. When he saw me, he has advised me on the rest, should not notice the words she said. He also distributed bua that, he hovers, but you still choose me because my son is being brought in. I also suggest, when there is less capital-we will go elsewhere.

When Andy was just heavy minds then could lose some unexpected accident has made me and the driver was hospitalized. I lost a child, did your doctor your broken leg. Can you take me thoughtful in the days after, but wait when my mental stability, you offer to break up with me.

Also since the day you left me on the North I decided to stay in it for survival. I promise to yourself never goes more water. Third husband with three different circumstances, a man addicted to sex, a man worth the years my father, and he is the man I love for me also. Maybe with me is more than enough for a painful past mistreatment, humiliation ... I have lost a child and takes away the man I loved most in the world.

Recently, when a man along with enterprise I offer love. But I do not know whether to agree or not? I was afraid of marriage . He says, you want to protect and heal the wounds in my heart. I promise I will never blame the past for too hasty measure. Whether I should trust him that the over again or not?=