After the stealthy husband's affair, now with me, her husband only needs to bring money to raise children, that's enough

My husband and I have been married for 5 years, and now we have a 4-year-old daughter and a son over 1 year old. In marriage, it is said that if someone loves and is in love, he or she is miserable. I love my husband too much, always sacrificed and only know my husband and children.

I still vividly remember when I was in the second envelope, I stopped working, when I was six months old, I decided to do it again, but at that time my husband said, "I am too small, I stay at home. feed, go to work only harder. " I disagree, because I'm afraid of staying at home makes me more pathetic, watching scenes of women in my husband's house being scorned, belittling makes me afraid.

My husband insisted that I stay at home and said, "You won't make me stay at home, I just need to stay home until I get a little harder and go to work." I nodded in agreement, waiting for my older child to ask if my mother-in-law and mother-in-law would take good care of each other.

The nature of my husband's work often goes away, I initially have no doubts. But then once I found out my husband was going to girls and flirting with other girls online. I was heartbroken and made it clear to my husband that he also apologized and promised not to repeat it again. I thought my husband repented, whoever said he was still "used to the old horse", secretly hiding me from adultery.

I love my husband dearly, now I am disgusting every night lying next to my husband when it comes to the salty love of him and other girls. So I was more alienated from my husband, I even declared straight to him: I only forgave once, I never had a second chance to fix it. ' I don't know if my husband understands . maybe not because he is still engrossed with strange things outside.

I know it is impossible for me to rely on this man, and I decided to be prepared for the life of our mother and daughter, whether or not I am married now. My husband still went on business, he certainly still went out looking for girls. But I'm bored, I don't want to be jealous anymore, now I just need my husband to bring money to my mother and me.

My husband and I are about to buy the land and this time I am determined to keep my name, my husband said he doesn't care because it is an object. So for me as much as possible, I have also thought of being the single mother of two children . I am wondering whether I should divorce or wait a while longer, let the wise children big has.