Broke but still come together to do 'it'

More love more our take, the two pale does not quarrel, not instigation, not to the encyclopedia nor longing.

Both are determined to break up permanently, by love for so long, too understand each other should not salvageable for the sentiment becomes better.Farewell, we still are friends. Sometimes when there is a sad story, you're still texting me and invited me to drink.I, too, much as what Messaging also confided to him as a habit.

Break up but still "relationships"

But there is one thing, after the times met her, we left together. When in his motel room, or even a holiday home.

Are people in your more than anyone, I understand that we do so not because of love, not because of the love that is because a habit hard to quit.Ago, after more than one year of love, we had a relationship with each other and still can not give up.

These times come together after the break up may 2 weeks, 1 month, even longer but unquenchable, met seems just an excuse for us to satisfy the '? '. My day ended, I felt myself seem to be damaged.

Don't know how many times I abuse myself that she is a girl, need, need a true love rather than just relieve physiological needs. So that I still act like a fool. After two years of separation, between us still going on that condition. After such time, we again return to the normal life of every person.

Then you also have a new relationship. He has confided to me that the two also have a relationship but really no one makes you feel harmony than I.

Actually, I also feel that way. After each relationship, do not understand why I feel energetic. But now I've got the change, it appears from when I had a new lover. I always thought I was her holiness, wisdom and gentleness.

You embrace me, jamming his desires to keep me in white.

You make me feel fear himself, afraid of what that relationship more than a years I maintained and comfortable with it. I started thinking more about his future. How can I not worry if my new lover, who I planned to marry one day will discover this relationship. I'm being dominated by what's this? Instincts, habits or something can not name calling.

Today, my first stop out of the strange attraction of the relationship with him, but the next time, I still have the courage?What do I do to get rid of this condition?=