Every night, I shudder for fear of 'serve' her husband

3 years of marriage, my happy time really only 1-2 months after the wedding. When I start the pregnancy my son, I constantly have to sorrow about the selfish, narcissistic husband and his wife violence.

Bring along spouses, work during the day, but when arriving at the House, he is khểnh tv or go play cards, play ball. However, I still vote heavily pumpkin must still cuffed the back serving you. I remember the day or lose water (due to us in collective housing), like to get water, I must end collective area to handbags or please a few buckets. Because of the secret vote that must be portable heavy water, I was told I should use water-saving little. Just so frustrating that he blamed me and put their hair into guest unremitting hand. I

I bag the stems when many other elected her husband loves the spoil. Also I can't be her husband interested, again have to serve her husband and beaten. Also from there onwards, I frequently get hit. You go to work late (enlist off playing cards), I have to ask, you speak also hit his wife. At home, when your hand itches, frustrating in person that there is nothing to play, he also got the hair pulled his wife out. Her husband was hit much headache, I was born as a hammer.

The when work on tired, I should be rolling out of bed. The same day, I can not water belied rice for my husband. My husband is not home eating rice is going to name-calling I won't even worse. He also pulled out his wife fucking dad and plunge into me.

Being the husband doesn't, and I often do not dare to say anything that just bite the teeth to endure. Because if cough he yanked back a question, will I be you admit live without death. Even so, my husband and I toss out the furniture in the House, hitting everything within reach.

My life just so passed out silently. How hard, I always told myself to bear to raising children, to give you the perfect family. But to this point, I could not continue to tolerate the more it is, I was the husband of sexual violence.

My husband who is in need of it . One day he also likes to do it with my wife.  And at like up, despite my wife tired or even just guest-husband hurts điếng, you plunge into the demanding and getting me to serve your needs. Thus, almost every night I sleep alone by my husband stroking times limbs every seat.

Fear of my husband getting served, became my obsession. I often lost sleep is so. Even, every night in bed, I did not dare move or touch the stack. By me, if you can, I woke was I disturbed. In General every night, it's time to go to sleep as I feel unsafe.

The culmination of this work was the previous evening, when I am tired do not want and can not meet it for her husband, then my husband started to get angry. You of course don't leave me alone should just plunge into I tormented for huh desires, even for me pain điếng dare not shout. And then more at he has strangled crude action I tightly made think or is he trying to kill his wife? So, I shudder of fear when her husband loved.

Last night, when my husband was tired, only his bed roll out I still can't sleep. For the first time in several years the spouses, naturally I no longer want to try and hold as a bad husband and so scary anymore. the past 3 years, I have not once been loving, caring husband, is her husband sincerely, then what excuse I must HA tied his life with him?

And truly, I am very afraid when night falls and the husband both violence against it. But the thought of you, I again began to balk slightly. Expecting people to give me an advice to see how should I do?=