Frustrated about men, I love gay people

Which is a normal person, I'm also in love with the opposite sex. MIDDLE school, also I like a boy whispered, her feelings lasted quite long, I know he had a girlfriend at the time should withdraw. Some time later, I know and love with another one of his sons, love for him before and I accepted the invitation but "non-paper wrap is fire", I quickly found him cheating on her. He has his wife and divorced a few years.

I am sad and disappointed have been deceived. He knows can't hide anymore should have told the truth. At that time my love more than love, I accept and deal with him about the time period will marry, meaning they finished school and then University College. He stress thinking, and also fun to accept. Would in time trials, he returned to the old nature: promiscuous, much love, catch. I'm really frustrated and depressed, lose faith altogether.

What's to come, we must also end when less than a year in love. I was very sick, for he has made me to cry and suffering to that, though we have not is nothing of each other. The trust was lost, the hatred I inert. I looked at the man and skeptical eye on learning and work. I resolved to revenge by must University and masters. I think it's the most glorious revenge, so he saw was wrong to betray me.

That time I had no interest in his son, does not accept love anybody else. People who have feelings for me, I don't get the lyrics but also not refuse, just want to know their reactions and feelings are real? All of the frustration. I study the University shortly after graduating from college. In that time, I am no longer interested in the men again, read numerous articles about the lives of gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender and single mothers. At that, in I wanted to become a single mother. I must learn, are financially independent to be able to care for her child after this. I don't want to get married, do not want to bind to the man.

I, 27, is the student in a developing country, who love by age, is IT of an import-export company. We know each other while still a college student. At that time, I was a member of the Board of officers should class all class I are grasped. When studying, I didn't notice her because we at least communicate, chat. Most of the semester 2, we talk more, because her pension is just my home about 2 km, the way I go to school. Every time the car is damaged, she often asked me to go to school. Our friendship started from there, as close as possible. I regarded her as a close friend, that was it.

So time goes, our friendship was very nice. Friendship could last long if not have something on her texting ... love. I'm not shocked, only incidentally because of her feelings for her. On graduation protection is also on our first date. Strangely, when at the party, talking with her, I had a feeling of peace and trust. Both are always admiring laughter. I know I also had on the level of your friends. And what's to come, also 25 years old, I love the first one. I belong to her rather than a man would.

I am the living principles, traditions should want to keep who would be her husband. Unfortunately, I am too disappointed in men, has dedicated most of her daughters. I don't know what to say in that moment, just happy just fear. I was crying, she comforted, said will love me forever, will my side not far from the left. I believe. She's very good, spoil me end of the level. When I was sick bedridden for two days, she take me during the evening. I hurt her more. Her love for me too big, I can feel. I believe and love her.

I have a lot of ambitions in life, especially since her, I don't want this love kept silent. I am determined to come to look forward to a day that we can confidently live openly and with the community. Our love has existed more than 2 years now. Though love, know will be difficult and much pressure (she was married pressed family), but we still hope on the magic of love.

I understand why when gay people love her and be that person in return (though there must be gay or not), they'll love the ink runs out and with love. I know social Vietnam still not good things when talking about homosexuals (gay and les), but on top of that they also love with all your heart sincerely, sometimes longer than the other heterosexual couples. I myself, as is life destiny. I don't trust, anxiety, insecurity about men how much they trust, loves her. To me, it would be the first girl and also the last in the life.

I was accepted to change his fate, including gender because I'm really happy with the love of her. Can you read will advise I return true to myself, because this is what love is peculiar, not for people like me. Despite the return to her sex, I am still determined to do her mother single, don't want to depend on any man would, I am confident enough to live independently. If so your life will be very lonely, I know. Thus, she still is my choice.=

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