He wore the shirt back to me and said: 'Please keep self esteem'

We talk to each other when you hold the elevator to help me, and both had good to talk away from floor 1 to 25. After that, we often see each other. And I gradually get the private mail of England, when the then asked me out to lunch, afternoon coffee at invited me again ... We are so familiar and always good. Just know, I increasingly delusion.

I know I also have sympathy with me, because he was very interested and often help me at work. But, you never offer, has never expressed interest of intimacy with me or promote close relationship a little bit more. This makes a girl school sex surveyor as I'm guessing you mean.

BAM was 5 months, I know you're also helping a lot of other people, and also a lot of girls like you. I often hear colleagues chattering praise. Have the Audacity also found love with you Messaging. I felt very impatient and also full of jealous. I think, just they know I'm your girlfriend, no one dared to be what I thought anymore.

Many nights I miss you to lose sleep, I know I love him truly. And because he wants to keep his side in which I made the big mistake.

That day, I invite him to your House for dinner on the occasion of my birthday (actually my birthday few days new). You come and bring me a silk scarf. We ate dinner in the atmosphere very fun, harmony. I deliberately invite him 3 glasses of spirits, also I just SIP a little bit.

Ate, I thanks you install help antivirus software for the computer in the bedroom. As intended from before so while sitting in front of the computer, I silently take of his shirt buttons and pull the locking pins to skirt it had dropped. Then I put the hand placed on him, intentionally chest section back up pressure. I thought you would hug me back. Would you come back, but in my eyes is the surprise. Although very confusing, but believe that you know what I should I say "I love you".

However, before the initiative, he did one thing that made me incredibly embarrassed and remorseful. He stood up, put your hands reset buttons for me and said: "Please take pride!". After the install is complete you get clothes, gown, sheet that covered the gap section near the foot of the skirt which I deliberately lagged relegating into layer result help me but I have gotten out of hand. Then he walked out the door and told to: "Ahhh, I think I should be about. You soon come to rest ". Then he shut the door in the thẫn Church and my heart hurt.

That night, I cried out with tears, with everything feeling. Which is a shame, bitterness and hatred. I hate you dishonor me as people do not know such self-esteem. And because of fears that this hatred I've told myself wholeheartedly would regret.

The next day I didn't go to work, stay at home bored, I go online chatting and stumbled back a man ever chat long before. He ask me three questions, the appointment I went for coffee. Are depressed should I agree. We go to drink coffee, he talked very witty, look better also my imagination a lot. Then, he suggested I find a quiet, private place to the Center. I don't understand why myself again agreed to go to the hotel with him. And then we go to bed with each other. I have lost my daughter's life in one minute milieu like that!

Later that day, he constantly call my appointment meeting. But I declined. He also came under the company I to wait for me cause I always have to evade. I feel regret for what I did. Maybe I'm a lack of self-esteem. I love a person but did not respond. Just because want to find comforting sensation that I loose yourself to go to bed with her man doesn't love. But it was too late. I know how this story pass here?