I regret leaving you, vile even the unborn child in the belly

Feel the love for yourself, I open the word and truth of the blue, he confessed that he loves me but dare not say. The two men talk, ' love in as has the exterior also e ', loving each other wholeheartedly. Both for the same time period. I feel the warmth of your heart when you close and I believe that his choice is correct.

More than 1 year in love, you have to tell me what is the feeling of love is sweet, spicy and bitter. Both have overcome many difficulties and challenges, makes me believe and love him more. Both worry for the future, strive for thought, later married, we will have a solid economic base.

But on that day I really too subjective, has to love each other as such, calculate what the future that I don't or know anything about. How's the scene came, he had to find out how past I also don't notice. I fall in love with a guy and give him.

Have neighbors who told me a dynamic News Sun. They said, he had been addicted to alcoholism, in camp and don't know now is out of the addiction, I don't have to stick to.

The day I go home I play, my endearing parents immensely, who excitedly also my porridge. Say I stayed playing days, still-sweet with me makes me extremely surprised. I don't think I was so endearing family, I feel very happy, because the pressure on top of already launched made me worry for months. But now it's different. I'm glad you said good about me and also excited because I was impressed.

But, few times later I about, although his family still hold such attitude and to urge what the marriage but, have neighbors who told me a dynamic News Sun. They said, he had been addicted to alcoholism, in camp and don't know now is out of the addiction, I don't have to stick to.

They see me docile, gentle, benevolent back-friendly, they don't want me to love you when underprivileged should have told the truth and told me to keep it a secret.

They told the family he wanted to marry as soon as I discovered all of this. Can he detox but that this no one is speaking, very easy.

I panicked, my parents also won't agree to this because they can't get their child to a former addiction. Anyway, you can not, then her daughter will gauge. I can't do anything else, besides, I myself also fear immensely. I am afraid that, I marry you and then later you will evidence challenged. I no longer say anything to you about my home debut. I decided to give the man whatever is still in love with you. Maybe I was a bit selfish, I can somewhat despicable, but that my future is not possible.

I parted in silence, I really do not face this truth. And you don't know why. I accepted because I ran. When he moved on to other cities, I found myself pregnant. The painful thing is that but that I'm not brave enough to tell you, I decided to give up a child in the belly, to find a new future for themselves. I do not want to because of the child that life with people who love addiction.

The British farewell, leave the son of both, I suffer immensely. The day after that I regret, pain infinite but can no longer come back again. Though tried but thought to child, I cry like the rain, regret why a mother again so ruthless.

Until two years later, when I get married, pregnant, I'm still haunted by a story in the past, leaving the man with addiction. I fear every night, or dream a nightmare. I care a child present in the abdomen because feel guilty with creatures that he had left.

True, it is true that a minute do frivolity suffering and regret all my life. I am tired, many at dare not facing my husband but now I have to try to live good, loving my husband, as that is the offset for all the mistakes in my past.=