I took the clothes to run away after a few hours of scared wedding hero

My husband and my new wedding just know each other than 2, is organizing the wedding. I accept him staggering in part because with him-a man have stable jobs, hard, and mausoleum in the station near my house. Other part, I take you to forget also must go to his former lover (to me, before I met you and former lover was separated for 8 months. But I still haven't forgotten the shadows of famous old people).

Also my husband then said, he "died" tired because I am quite beautiful, always smiling, youthful. He also likes to get married near home so I was very fit woman. 2, love you, repeatedly he also solicited it but I don't agree ... see I opposed, I spoil you and agree. He said, "I'll support you to our wedding night more sense".

Think of a mature man, spoil and respect women like that will give me a marriage is solid. I don't dream, does a brief marriage was only 1 day. By the outside looks of her ripe impersonation leaders new husband wedding is a man made me scared when the couple closer.

Soon the wedding night, when we from the House her parents about her own home, I haven't up you've laundry bath dragged up the room. Afternoon my husband, I am also up rooms at theo. But when the bedroom door closed, her husband's actions have made me fearful agony.

Why, from a mature husband and the Queen's bedroom door, but it just closed as the turn into other people. Leave me tired, fatigue aches all over people, leave me because of panic, you plunge to grabbed and jerks tossing clothes.

His actions made me think I like is the victim of a sexual assault that the culprit none other is her husband. Throughout the night and I am forced to serve her husband like that. He is not sad or feel interested in the form of TB, let go of the tears are my movement lie. What I experienced was a horror. And while new husband married layering after satisfying, I hurried to dress away from her husband's House.

Taxi back home when mother has 4h30 morning. My mother out to open the door for his daughter that shocked to see me, panic. Take advantage of the nearly 1 week later I was concerned since it was for my parents to hear. And, the next morning woke up, didn't see his wife then hurry call me. However I do not hear the air. Only after a call to my parents, I know my wife up on the foreign exchange House at daybreak. And at know why I must run, I have to apologize so many foreign diplomats. But the newlywed husband is seeing me scared by the wedding night fear hung together towards. Therefore, certain I don't about back home with you.

Duration 1 months now, I'm still at home. My husband still to insist I go home and promise to never do it again. I say give him a chance to start over. Honestly I still love but still very scared new husband married. I think he is the man the deviance of the physiological needs so will not be changed. Is important to me too scared you should not brave enough to return home with her husband. Today, I've written divorce but have not persuaded him to sign. What should I do now?