I'm dead quiet when the child is of the old love

My new husband is 3, but I feel like I've just gone through three centuries. My husband and I both now familiar-love-wedding in four months. At the time, I was 27 years old, are arguing to with ex-lover. Add more reasons from family so I decided to get him dressed for the family prohibits because of poor family and even yourself you're poor.

Old love does not wilt came ...

At familiar and loved each other, I saw my husband I care and love me. My husband is the one who made the art, he is very gentle and good trade difficult. Sure of my husband not being rich, from the day I saw my husband taken together do all day all night non-stop. And from here I discovered what I think about my husband is completely contradictory. Although psychological preparation but I still feel shocked and not how harmonious family life.

From the day I go home my husband, I feel like I just took my wife for the whole day, not talking with my wife, I ask what yours says otherwise silence. The housework then put me off, including you feel warm boiling water worshippers tub nor off the kitchen though know I'm busy in the bathroom.

Would I go home foreign 3 days where up motel room, then Oh, like a mouse, clothing drives and bowl of chopsticks, the la in the bathroom. I keep feeling like I'm ô sin with her husband. Emotional, all day nor have any intimate gesture Max is asleep each side, I insist you hug hugging new otherwise.

In particular, I feel as though he's slightly diluted sperm. And did a terrible thing, I also do not doubt that he was allergic to her husband's sperm. Because I myself went to visit money marriage then the doctors conclusion is normal but each time I finished with my husband that I felt tingling and redness. I was scared every time.

The former lover of me, when I do the ceremony, then you know that I prepare to get married. He also startled and attempting to find a way to contact me to confirm (you go away).

Previously, and in the same villages, love is more than 1 year. Wedding at my talk please I eluded even though I know he loves me. I fear I come home he struggled and my family richer than me, I fear, to bring home to people the village is cherry.

I have so many British officers and advised him but he still does. Coming at mistake there and add the conflict before then we parted although love.

From the information I get married, I want to hold and sad but it was too late because I was doing the ceremony. Time I felt shocked about a new family life and depressed, you see me.

And me as two ephemera on long compression pliers are not met. So what's to come, I also feel there is an error with my husband and saw his infamous miscreant. But the truth is there after that I was pregnant with him. I'm afraid than happy.

I tell you you're happy but worried I suffer many of the underprivileged. I don't know how to solve? I am afraid if abortion then I forever do not have the ability to do my mom and I found guilty for the baby? If so then the mai after messy then will eat told how her husband and husband?

I didn't dare tell my family that I was pregnant with old people, if it comes out then my family will from me always. Looking forward for my readers tips!=