'I'm pregnant kneel, wrist-cutting but I still Chase'

I love the new at just a girl 18 years of endless worry, joyfully to school two days, missed emotional for him, sent his son the way you hundreds of kilometers. Even the advice of friends, teachers, relatives that love away is no results when that both do not know each other. Then love is simply the calls, chat messages in my coffee break, then the pile of homework but it kept stretching and endurance.

The day you get your College Park also is the day I get the phone from your friend, knows the family situation. To listen done me very sad and cry a lot, because I feel sad when you're not honest with me.

I loved him and always find a way to compensate for the deprivation of his feelings

I'm angry and yelled at him should call the cheated. Yes, I know I'm good at school, he was afraid to say, I will leave, not love him anymore. Because he is just a guy learning most of grade 11 back there. When you go to College, you wish you didn't bean and then I will confess.

He grew up in the love of his mother and the foreign exchange House. When he was 13 years old, his mother went to the man than her 30 years. Now 21 years old but not yet a times know the face. Your tears don't stop falling, not because of that because you are angry, empathy for the loss he suffered. I'm luckier than him, was born in the family has enough parents. Although the family farming but the whole family full of love. I know all the things you are experiencing.

I decided not to attend college that educated middle class. Everybody told me. Her parents and siblings who are also surprised by the decision.

Whatever, I still kept his decision, all the love to you. I think I will dedicate my love to you overcome the inferiority of life, to compensate for his emotional gaps he had spent ...

So I love you, for you all that I have and even the most precious of the girl for you.

I still remember the day I as in calling you saying you are pregnant, you get a story blowing faintly: "Yes".

I also tell you to talk to your parents to call family. Wait forever don't see anything from him. I ask then you haven't said, to find opportunities. But I have the belly "from the word" forever not, abortion was two months. Then two love each other, the two sides also know that parents, parents also love children.

So I call my stepfather. I have not finished yet, I've cut the lyrics say: "break the abortion that goes, don't hold back." At first I thought that the doctor take care of both of you not already have jobs. But despite what you say, I'm sorry, though he still insists I get pregnant.

The peak in the father's speech is "abortion. Now 7, 8, people still break. 2 months, all ". Unable to suppress the feelings, I've uttered the words silly mixture of hard of hearing: "He grew up without a father, and then, I don't want the grandchildren were born there. Innocent children, it needs loving feelings of mother father ".

I kneel please forgive but each person in the family he spurned, repel

Father fucking me silly is lost. Also from there, they took the excuse you sassy, do not let me marry you. My parents sad but because my daughter must also Flex go call your parents apologize for my mistake. But his family still did not consent. Everyone at the advice I give abortion, the termination of all to start a new life.

I can't take, trying to please a chance, I want to up your House directly to apologize. People don't necessarily agree because of fear of the road, where the Pilgrim children do not know who.

5 am I set foot on the soil of Lai Chau, when people were drunk asleep then I wandered off the road in wet weather in March to a new light into the House. I kneel please forgive but each person in the family he spurned, repel as do not know you.

His mother blamed the child's "whore", how many errors come from Dad was also arranged for children. The father of the baby in the tummy you also leave me kneel conjure, no little else to look. While the distraught, I took the knife cut his hand but I leave, leaving children with bandaged hands.

Wandering not knowing where to go, then you are close neighbors home he brought into the House of rest, for you a feast, a dozen place poppy wait up airport to Hanoi.

Home I still insist please let me retain family and childbirth . Her parents had accepted, parents how painful. Both long time I get pregnant, you and your family not once call me get a sentence. I have you at the near birth, down to apologize to my family and I want to take my child. The family disagreed but because still in love with you, I say to you, your family and your children a chance to close together. But when I was 22 years old, he dropped back on it without a goodbye.

Sometimes you can also call down. Times would also miss you, love you, love you but even you out I don't know. Yet once you asked me, I eat anything, even what, what.

More terrifying, he continued doing another girl pregnant, and you want to evade responsibility, calling children to please reconnect emotionally. I try to ask your conscience? All of what you said earlier? You crave a love of his grandmother's, after this you not to hurt their children, are underprivileged. He will be a good father.

At the rain wind, the sick, children and sick, you where?

But the conscience of a mother, of a person who has suffered loss, you don't allow yourself to be robbed go the happiness of a child. I fall down, I no longer possible based, his family has to leave. Your family, your family is the only prop I have at that time. And also have you and your family be like now.

But now you say you leave your family, bring your child up there with him. To listen simple too. I felt at the abdominal gills refurbished? At the rain wind, my sick, sick children, where are you? Your child's first birthday, I called you. But at the time he was in the same?

Now, I want you back?

Over the last 2 years I lived close, I severed all ties with friends. New year 2014, his mother a Tet in HN. I miss home, remember that parents dare not speak, the call that dare not cry. For dinner, the wait for your child to sleep, children crying. At that point, he made what, where? In the uk the existence of pictures of children, of the stars?

6 years. I think the time has come to give you the answer and then ".

(This is a letter from a girl named Duong Thanh name sent to you, via the 365 program happy days on channel VOV traffic. Many listeners were not from the mercy far before the plight of the girl outcasts. When was the lover, Yang still crying sobbed. Also The only silence. Yang said she sent the letter through the program is to tell The child about the same that she could not live with him).=