I'm tired of being the third person in the family, but if I stop, I don't have any money to support my children

I am 27 years old, I am a single mother raising 2-year-old daughter. I have been married, my ex-husband is a good man, I think my whole life is lucky to marry him.

But then I did not expect when I was pregnant, my husband went out and told them to another woman, I resented and then after forgiving many times my husband still had a disability, 'used to be the old horse', I decided to divorce. .

Being a single mother even though I was mentally prepared but very difficult, the husband was initially able to support my mother and son, but then he went bankrupt, his debts should be cut off. I do not need it anymore, I go to do all kinds of jobs to feed my children, from taking care of, doing magazines.

Then during a job at the restaurant I met him, the man looked polite and very handsome. I was impressed and wished he would be mine, thankfully he was also impressed with me. He asked for my phone number, and after repeated messages, he gave me a love card.

I should have been happy, who would have expected that after a month of dating he confessed that he had a wife and children. At that time I was shocked, demanding farewell, because obviously I said the fact that I was divorced and being a single mother for him to know. Now that I think about it, he said it didn't matter what my past story was. He also treated my daughter well . It turned out that he also had a family and offered: " I'm divorced too, don't blame me for hiding your story about my wife and children. I'm scared I'm sad, even though I have my wife and children, I still love you. Please be my mistress, I will provide you and your children with enough.

At that time, I was suffering, but I also nodded my head because it was true that women like me could not find anyone better than him. Now I need money to support my child, I really can't do it alone.

One time I went to a commercial center to meet him and brought his wife and children to go shopping and watch the scene of a happy and thoughtful look that I found "jealous" but also felt sorry for his wife and children, if she knew her. What will happen to me and her husband?

My ex-husband used to do something wrong with me, he had an affair, so I hated the women who stole other husbands . but now I'm turning myself into a third person. What should I do? here? I want to stop this but the worry of money comes to me so I keep accepting to be someone who interferes with other people's families.