It was only when my girlfriend got sick, helped me wash underwear, I was shocked that I was not a good girl like I thought

I and Russia have loved each other for more than a year, though both have not loved 6 7 years as people but I am really sure my feelings and want to marry Russia to be a wife. I am a person who likes a gentle, simple girl. And Russia fully meets those requirements.

Because I decided to marry, I also did not ask to go beyond the limit with me, but every time told me:

- I'm married to you. And now you keep it for me.

I think surely saying these things Russia will be very happy. About marriage, several times I asked, I shook my head and didn't want to.

- Love to hurry to marry, brother. I want to be more single.

I also respect that intention of you. For me to be sure to marry Russia as a wife, I also said that I was not like other girls. Honestly, I believe because I feel so simple and humble.

But the fact that I can't see with my eyes is understandable, I still believe in you if you don't discover that terrible truth. On that day, I told her I was seriously ill, I was worried about the fever and went to buy porridge and the medicine came to take care of me. Seems like I can't clean the house, so I look quite messy. I'm a man but I'm not afraid to do those things for my lover.

By the time I saw the sink in the bathroom, I rolled my hands up and washed:

- Don't touch me, man . let me wash it. I wash, I'm angry.

- I'm sick . just let me wash it okay.

- I haven't gone over the limit yet . my clothes have sensitive underwear too. I don't like it.

Thinking that my girlfriend was afraid of me, I nodded my head without washing, but when I drank my medicine to sleep, I decided to wash my clothes. But when I touched the basin of clothes, I was shocked when I saw the condom shell that I hid in a pile of clothes, underwear . but no, there was also a man's underwear. I was shocked at this moment . I had thought for a long time that I was a good girl. I still have a virgin like you told me . I thought you would cheat on me.

If I didn't wash clothes for you that day, not staying with me, I really don't know when I will play a good girl. I love me . but stay overnight, go to bed with other men. Every time I say love me, it turns out that all is deceiving.

I sat waiting until I woke up and shouted:

- Why are you cheating on me? The reason I don't want to get married is because I want to go to bed with other men?

I thought I would explain, plead with me to forgive, to think that I was awake:

- At my love for a long time, I won't go to the motel. Are you gay? Only gay so new like that?

- Do you keep the gold for me? Don't you understand that?

- Who borrowed you to keep it? I thought I was gay so I went with another man. Am I not charming enough, attractive to you? So I just went to another man . they said I was attractive, sexy, they understood me. I don't love them but they make me satisfied. I am satisfied with that.

Hearing me give that reason that I was shocked. Girls are difficult to understand, men demand and then play by them, they blame men. But their lovers truly keep them, they blame them . I have no reason to be so kind to you. I choose to break up with you . I do it right or wrong people.