Love 5 years not equal right to bed at

I met him in the first days of life of the students far from home, he is the head of the class, model, protein spots, I and fellow than the Republic. The difference as she will cause us to not be together but that is how I got interested in me. Every time I get stuck on campus or in your life, you have to share, said ban. Or even the homesick, sickness, while he also motivated and caring, then I've thought myself very lucky because there are such good friends. But until the third year, I realize that it is love rather than friendship. I was silently hurt him since when, and I decided to offer to you, it's good, he told me, and we have loved each other since day also joyfully.

To the school, we split two reclining to find these jobs. I selected the media press because you rather chose to do an employee in a non-governmental organization. Distant organs, or I have to go to work, so we do not meet regularly, but always texting and interested in each other. Must be honest that I am very happy to have a man like that, like the other girls are "tied" tight, did I "leash" him, because I myself want both to have real career steadily and decide to stick long. Have 3 years from when the school, 5 years since I love you, I still haven't given it is enough, I want to strive to head then decided to proceed to marriage, because according to information is just about half a year will have decided to sign him, agreed.

But one thing is, throughout the period to occur the non-can-get-out, I don't let it happen. How many times have you wanted to "relationship", but I am equally expressed dissatisfaction, saying that like to hold until the wedding night to enjoy the most beautiful emotion. He also dissapointed but not do so either. I find myself to be respected and very happy about the man.

Sadly, it was a wrong decision. After the long trip back, I intend to share with you that I was up and then Manager, we were able to proceed to marriage, is also the time I heard lightning. You cry and beg me please forgive, he could not marry because I have a relationship with a person trót other women when you drink too much at a party, now this girl was pregnant for about 4 weeks. She is silently hurt British peers and also from long ago. You can't abandon her because like to live responsibly. Be responsible with her means are neglected. I realized that his suffering is a loser in the affair had dedicated his time, because all the other girls have picked the right time, and I don't know what his holdings there. I'm too stupid to lose you. But in secretly admire the man, dared to do the dare. Only unfortunately, real life, no one knows the word "doubt" ...=