Love hate love three times because the entire Department of Khanh

Determined then that I still feel like there's a knife stabbed into the heart so, I completely collapse, the suffering too just like to die for. I also find the wine for it to forget but have forgotten now was going to wait until several years after the new pain was gradually eased.

Ideas and his life after three sank seven floats would stop here, also don't dare to think, dare not dream about happiness anymore because I have to give and get back again. The wound is slowly healing, the third person to appear, think from here I have landfall. I like to live in again when he wasn't interested in my past, only interested in the present, would love me, care for me ...

So love flourish despite both living and working from a pretty far. So I did what school should not be entangled to visit him regularly, he only occasionally visit me or when I get home, you're coming. Then one day he cried and said that cannot have children due to illness, cannot bring happiness for me, I do not want to see me crying, but gauge decline much him fathom I say will care for me, to please, to feed but then gradually leave. He also changed his phonenumber, is not anymore I was going both long way to where he lives but also does not meet.

Already two years passed himself lived as a shadow, and stick your head and work and learning to forget bad past haunts her, rejected all those loitering next to his love and hate because of him. And today I don't use Facebook, then its not crazy like this, the humiliation of the mistreatment. "Infertile, cannot have children ..." all the ridiculous, the result of him after two years of missing is a pretty extreme, extreme girls like me.

Her news too already texted him: "I don't live the following others, but please answer me once is why you treat me so? All things I've known the truth, right? ". But he didn't answer.

What's more painful when someone you love is not deluded themselves during more than two years. Now I just wish death to me the truth gently, I want to forget all the mistreatment and suffering humiliation because I also have nothing to look back at the age of thirty, I too do not have anything. No husband, no children ... life is meaningless.

I'm falling into deadlock. Start again from the beginning? There's also a chance for me when I have lost a lot of things like this. Men sucked, his personality took place to lie.=