My husband died, I should let 'right' single motherhood?

My life can be considered a tragic tones, raised in household scenes quite fake, eat decent school but never have I daydreaming high hope, what has a happy family with a good husband and the kid. The third year of College, I met the man for me that feeling, it's completely different than the love affair "teen teen" before, can also be due to you than I am 7 years old should be leveled and classes more seriously at all. From there, I defied everything to follow him, though his family also complained and advised many of the commandments, but I also leave.

He came from a poor country but has risen and is already stretching from bươn very soon, that is the virtue that I am very pleased because it's rare in my relationships, the Prince play. Love you are 1 year, as well as at school and my job. When things stabilize, half a year after we conducted the wedding in the stunned many people, including my parents, but the most plausible reason is that I have brought the top 4 months and something to you must come.

Whether I should go one more step? (Photo illustration)

Idea that our dream love story that will continue in happiness, then less than a year later, when our first child go yet firmly, then my husband died of traffic accidents. Wicked truck took away the life of the man I love. It is the pain until now whenever I think about still feeling fearful and painful shudder. But after two years, everything also eased gradually and I was already thinking about going step again, because I was young, and want to be happy, should be cared for and san the busy in life. Both my little angel, too, also need a father.

If one does not fall into my miserable circumstances probably cannot understand the difficulty when given the choice, it is good for me and for my children. We were so unlucky.

I see many people proud with the lives of single mothers, others blame when the woman wanted to go one more step, to have a new life with a new husband and the new baby. I must be one of them, do I deserve to be criticized or not?

Can they claim that if there is new life, I will quickly forget what has passed and also not worried for her husband's sons chu ago. But I find that not true, children would also do I end the intestines lay out, while new husband then naturally child ever more sons as well, but without the commitment I don't own wedding. Or should choose a wife also lost or abandoned wife, is again the Scorpions flaske.

Have I too pragmatic? I think for myself too much or not?