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I am 32 years of age. My current work pretty good, good income. Everything goes well except sex Tutty. I love a person but then he left me to go get married. At the time, he's the other girl hám richer, longer I then just her students don't know the school, have the job or not. He's calculating and decided to break up with a person who did not bring the money map, the future for him and run by girls can ensure for him many things.

It took me over 3 years to forget about romance. Actually we were sticking together, given to every extensive article should love with I didn't delete it. I know him real well love me but because of family pressures too great, plus the coward he should want to find a quick way to come up with easy life so he decided so. The first time I hated him but knowing the marriage he's not happy I see. Because I know him also suffering mind much when living in a marriage like that.

And then I met her boyfriend now. We do the same company. He's less I 1 year old, look very young in appearance. Look we have little disparity in looks as though he just over a year old but I was sentimental girl, or think should have the older variety. I've been wearing a lot of sympathy when the decision to love you because I know we have the distance. I've been hurt once should not want to love has something. But because he motivated, enthusiastic pursuit should I have reasons and accept love.

The first time our love was also quite peaceful. But because of my age and he is no longer young so just love each other months we has marriage. Miserable instead, when we have just about launched her parents on either side, the parents had opposed. She said I'm over you, now what bloom that I was not born like you look then you later do not know how. He originally also protects, defends me but as later on, when the attitude of parents more drastic, I saw him start to balk.

Recently, I saw you or texting for girls older than 5 years. Heard it was the person that parents introduce. I have the feeling he has gradually doomed that arrangement because anyway with men, having taken a wife older is not comfortable. I am distressed to see the faded with his cold. And I was also thinking about the breakup.

However my boyfriend did not say definitively split. He seems still to fret, not knowing who the choice. At the same time, the former lover of I also find I. He solicited me to resume the relations and he will leave his wife. I say just give him a bit of time, I will leave my wife to come with me because of that marriage is not happy, he cannot tolerate more.

Now I am puzzled too, almost any day's I also call a meeting expected on I would also find me. Meanwhile, the current boyfriend then fades away. I do not know what to choose one of the two of them to continue. I know whether to choose one, then the road ahead is very difficult with me but I need to make choices for themselves. If I go back to the old lover side, I believe he will give up his wife to the party. But a man who had once betrayed I could repeat that one more time? Also if I follow current boyfriend then he probably will quit when his parents resolutely prevented. I have to do, select new safe for me, I need a very cozy!