Not listening to my father, I soon became a single mother, handicapped

I and my husband had his time love each other incredibly happy. Have to say that I've ever believed he was the driving force is the belief so I strive for in this life. But then when I decided to go to marriage again to meet the objections of the family. No one agreed for our marriage, because my family is poor, because both work not yet stable.

Before the pressure of family, we love each other more. He told me: "I keep living together, then persuaded her parents after also being honest". Before his iron belief, we moved together in the little house where both prepared themselves. Though not yet registered for marriage, but both were pledging themselves will see the other half is you life forever.

Before the pressure of family, we love each other and don't need marriage still live together

However, also started from here we have a lot of "conflict". The hard life along with the mental pressure has made him tired. Especially, since I know pregnancy, the pressure with him as possible. You just have to go to make his wife, part back to care for me. When that didn't help you, just looking forward to the birth of healthy to you more motivation in life.

But then in my belief increasingly cool off, we quarrel a lot more, primarily economic, family affair. Too tired so after my son was born, he and I decided to each other. I leave to go find new happiness to me and my chới with the line between aggressive crime life. I took the BRA that humiliation when the couple divorced, anywhere people chattering.

I officially started life mother of his single, despite the life look looking

Sometimes pressure too, I plan to go somewhere far away to live with her. But think about my parents are not very pleasing. There's no one to cry, I search on the home of native claims. Injured children, grandchildren, parents, I favor small house to mother. Parents also move to live. From that day on, I officially started life making his single mother, even for the life of my new car look.

Many night, lies on the child I was crying for myself, I don't want to trade, Rana fate for a new born child has no father. I blame you too not enough courage to take his wife and child, I am angry at ourselves stupid believed that man. My youth so withered worn over the years. Children up to age 7, but also from here, life back in those days.

I have no degree, no stable jobs, just go do rent do rent. One day while working, I accidentally fell down the shallow streams. I just think I can't return my son party anymore. In moments of despair, I was brought up, then I was exhausted. Woke up in the hospital I was cry, lack little more I was apart of this life realms, before seeing his son for the last time.

By accident, from which I couldn't walk anymore, my life my mother I became increasingly more difficult. My parents have an old but still need to take care of the grandchildren. Day after day, looking weak and old parents take turns caring me tears. Maybe this age, I must serve nursing parent, but I've done nothing? I just unruly daughter, run away from home as a son, and then return when no life happy.

As I listened to dissuade. I was young, foolish, stupid frivolity also should just do what I think is right. I didn't know that marriage should have the maturity. My dad gone main also said, I have to love the man responsible, enough to cover for your partner. At least that person must also know how out of Economics, said the responsible of what we will do, is doing.

This much of life I just bring my suffering, sorrow. Baby as I can in this world worth living anymore? I know how, the night my mother weeping silently alone for mercy, but I know how to be.

Now I know just trying every day to be able to go back and be like the old days, parents help somewhat strenuous. I only wish my son always take wisdom, education do hit ... Just what I'd expect all will become a reality.=