Old love want me do the godmother to his daughter

My parents love and parents is also very dear to me. Through the new play House for the second time he has called me a girl, mom can sit confided to me several hours. We have only one disadvantage is that due to the nature of the work he frequently goes away, there are months to go home for a few days.

Due to the independent personality so I am not afraid to love far and hard to believe. We stayed in touch regularly via phone, email, Facebook; I sometimes still through home visiting his parents. We intend to wait one more year to complete the project, and then ask about fixed do in the city, will then marry.

A day of vacation, I confess to suffering I did a young colleague of her baby.

Would surprise a day on vacation, he confessed to suffering with I did a young colleague of her baby. Poor girl I was four years old, lovingly form, he has long pursued. He said had no feelings for her, just so intoxicating liquor and friends challenge.

She won't give up the baby and her parents to see the parents getting married. I am in pain, collapse, good luck and determination gotten you out of his life. I change the phone number, cut off all contact, mutual friends met, even if little also met nor spoken to him. I plunge into work, education, traveling to forget him but it took nearly a year off cry every night. I also try to make friends with a few people, so that all feel no voice.

Recently, accidentally met his mother in the wedding of acquaintances I know he had a three-month-old daughter, the beautiful and like you. However he still have not set time wedding with my mom the baby, always find the excuse to postpone. Some day after I receive your message (I guess his mother for numbers), you said this life the biggest mistake is to lose me. He said the first closing the daughter that just think of me, I want you to later have the qualities like me.

He also said if I can't forgive you, you still wanted me in his life, he wanted me to do the mother sponsored for your son. I still have not answered because you don't know what to do, just know I still hurt him so much but how can forget the pain you caused? My parents certainly never let me get back to you. Please give me an advice.=