Pain when my life was revealed at the mother dying

Nearly 50 years ago, at the age of 17, because the scene too poor should parents from Binh Thuan Province go to Saigon to do nanny to a family of intellectuals. In her family, the boss is the laixi, did his wife is a teacher. They also have two small daughters.

Grandparents treat my mother quite well. But after several home away, see my mom then spring exposed Coordinator should he home were dark intentions. Poor girl's parents when he just know the panic and daily living in fear of the same wisdom. So, my mother decided to leave that place and home.

When away, my mother still closed very carefully for 2 children grandparents in the House safe. My mother went on only one set of map are wearing, no baggage, no Dimes. By I think, if carrying anything you can be neighbors suspect is the theft and will be caught again.

When run from the home of home owners, parents as startled and pained to know was pregnant from that time mom also knows. Home, abortion greater than once a day. So my mom being mom and dad and brother harsh questioning. Even uncle, son mum but I don't shine also begins to answer half of one's child.

To avoid pressure on the family and avoid the thing of villages, parents do a small hut outside the Council wait on shallow crossing. How, the thing, the lyrics just teeth bite mom fried soy sauce to endure. And also to the shallow crossing on my mother and me. According to my aunt, I said, I have very much like the man: high nose, white, blonde hair was quite cute and lovely.

The mother in the hut, only the youngest aunt's sister brand should sneak his grandparents daily care for the mother. So the day after the birth, my mother was also somewhat comforting, sharing.

Though the past have grim with my mom but I'm still longing to know who his real father.

And then when I was over 1 years old, my mother was a truly loving man. That's who I thought was my father today. My father has accepted his mother and received both. My parents came together and they move lives.

After that, my parents also born more was five children. So, they live together in tens of years but not neighbors who knew I was the mother's own. Because my dad injured were missing but he still hurt me the most.

As time passed, but their lives are not wealthy, but my mother is living these days extremely peaceful and happy. Recently, my mother suddenly contracted cancer justifies the evil monsters and had just died. Just before her death, she recently revealed to me her secret aunt buried many years ago.

Specifically, before my mother died, my aunt had asked his sister, gặng about the man in her abandoned mother when mom I'm pregnant. However, the last minute that my mother still didn't tell her what name, anywhere, do anything.

My mom just said mere words: "the man is a hybrid. He has a wife is a teacher and two small children. She was raped so scared go that dare not carry anything, including his clothes. She feared people seen and told my sister to steal. Before leaving, she feared two small they out so she closed the House... ". My mom just said so and then slowly closed his eyes down the arm.

After my mother died, my aunt did back the whole secret of the life my mother for the child to hear. Listen to the story that I just hurt my mother has just shocked just dazed.

From today know the past of my mother, I am still very grateful to father who raised and taught me so. But I also find myself set me up real bang for nearly 50 years, I never knew about the roots, yet once said of his father. Though the past have grim with my mom but it is past. I just want to know who is longing for his father.

With the scanty information line that parents leave like that, how can I find his father between the sea people this immense? Furthermore, if my father was alive now also have very old, not to mention he doesn't know there are longer on the this life no more? I need to how to find the father of me here?=

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