Paradoxical tragedy of man fornication because his wife ... '' too

Taken together was almost 1 year but I almost haven't any time to help his wife really satisfy. At love, a sneaky, sly thief, Oh that's wonderful new stars. But at home, the couple took the son, fellatio is the rice packed and I start feeling afraid near his wife.

Actually, each time at the party, I always have the feeling of inferiority and extremely passive. Though I am not part of man "helpless" but my wife back "sung" the normal level. Every time the lights go off, bedroom fear back towards me. I completely turned my wife overwhelms and despite trying to those I still did not complete its "obligation". Once, then twice, and then almost a year so I'm sleeping room screamed the couple's son.

Psychology of the man sometimes very simple, birth, do, do what guy wouldn't say, but at least go home must also be made of the husband. Sun is born, the instinct is to cry title, cover for the woman of his life. That feeling of being Bulgarian examined his wife in what are making us feel uncomfortable.

Not because of envy, so measuring with a wife that because that's what makes us with not feeling complete responsibility. So I keep increasingly shunned his wife, and also leading her close colleague. Initially only a few sentences is crap, some packed lunch and then lead each other into the air or at the hostel. All landmarks as the type of people still say "fast as affair Office".New girlfriends pretty good no no, what more ingenious wife. The biggest ones she is exactly what brings the excitement for me. It was her completely blind blur about "it", a girl so young and first time va stumbled.

Only when her edge, I find the new be yourself, be made a true man. Before a schoolboy, I'm eager, fit comfortably unleashed raging. I patted his chest as the man experience and happy little girlfriends are called "master".

Now everything is still nice, though his wife saw me pale cold bed but still knows I have a lover in the company. I still was doing "great man ' by her colleagues. Then freeing itself the sheath inferiority, bored.

I know this tripartite relationship and also to the messy day. I'm envisions will one day eating like slap of his wife Monica is working laboriously and fear of public institution and girlfriends. But thought to high desires of the wife and I shudder. The man, a side of the family, a party is a party, is responsible for, a party is fun, I'm really confused. What do I do in order to harmonize this?