Sins of the woman when her husband away

We have been married for 5 years. After a few months of wedding then I'm pregnant and my husband headed abroad. Everyone says I am happy because my husband rich is good, grab, her husband back home.

I also used to think so because her parents, brothers husband treated very well with me. My husband is the man, and make money. But it is true that in life is not something to be piecemeal. My husband go away over many years đẵng makes me feel I live in deprivation and fatigue.

I have lived a way of letting go and allowing yourself to make mistakes too many.

I try to erase the thoughts themselves underprivileged than fellow friends ages page because it has the happy face for her husband's Party, I live in loneliness, alone. Child birth, raising children alone during the most strenuous without her husband. Although much of the money sent by her husband but life is still not as I expected. I'm longing to have my husband next to another woman like that.

After the baby was about 2 years old, my affair for the first time. It's a married man and then they are not happy. Our conversation took place is about months then the two sides stopped. The cause is that he wanted to go back with my wife because I talk to know that don't go anywhere. I think it is also right because I myself also don't specify will leave her husband to follow the man.

1 year later, I continue to love with an entangled in you poor youth I 2 years. In fact, in this situation, it is true that I was loving vibration, not just the physical desire. I like a woman who is confined for long days in the lap restraint should see young boys love enthusiasm is swept into the whirlpool of love .

And he also goes the limit. Also at he wanted me to be bold to divorce with her husband to come with her but then after I consider cowardly dare not do. I know he's still young, there are many opportunities to get the better of me, which I also do not tolerate, the thing when divorced according to the boys so we stopped.

I last affair is before her husband on water a year. That was about the time I suffer when young lover farewell. I continue to make mistakes even though this time things seem softer when I just crush on a married man. We have not exceeded the limit but I'm honestly longing him very much.

In all the time away from my husband, I feel worse. I was the girl to live their passion and enthusiasm should work to bury his face in the wait is something beyond my endurance. I was self medicating his mistakes by foreign side thinks that maybe the husband I will also be promiscuous with someone because of that demand with men is unavoidable.

But I was wrong. After my husband returned, he confessed to me everything and I believe he's telling the truth. But although he has lied to me, he has an affair, having slept with the couple the woman she was also easier to forgive than I.

I feel shame with her husband. I want to confess to you everything and go. But on the other hand I also wanted to try to make up for you by the love my husband so much later on. I have to do?=