Suffering because of 'gone too far' with the teacher teach piano

Both me and you are not ready ...

But when I came to College seemed itself also found unworthy of "titles". I began to know the beautiful makeup and in the fun, know much more transient than the life and friends. But the biggest change that is starting to have feelings of early life, which it called love. Only thing, it left horizontal than the other mistress, that is the teacher is my first love. He was our family invited about teach me to play the piano, because from the little I have enjoyed but study not yet.

Bring the teacher but he just over 3 years old, as long as I was last year, students are taught to earn extra income. He was handsome, and there is humour so every time you hear the lectures that I feel like it, like all the sitting hours just listening to him play.

But I delicately in the friendship should only know silence watching you and please phone number to contact. Start, but the messages are related to what the study again descending, I began redirecting talk about personal life, confidences and share with you about my life and also to tap more of you. More and more I see talk of love, he's really fascinating and fascinated me, so I skip the whole way always master the game that moved-not?.

After stepping through the messaging phase, call, we secretly see outside, avoid the family know. Originally the café, then I actively holding hands and then kissing and hugging him. He also responded with his true feelings by hugging me tightly. These days, that to me is the limitless happiness, new big girl and love the bright, naive. But not long after that, we push away from relationships and sleep together. Everything happened like that in years, then what must come also to a relationship does not use the "how", I have to "stick". Knowing this news I was very shocked and doesn't know what to do, too, he is even more severe shock me by if this information revealed then how much work striving will pour down the River into the sea, stands on the brink, I will have to leave school to look lost.

There was the time I think about going to resolve the consequences to both me and him are both less pressure but I'm not very happy to lose her baby. He advised me to calm down, but really at this in I'm struggling terribly, I know what to do now? Both me and you are not ready, you're not even out of school again ...=