To have money parenting I accept Mistress 'hundred'

Since the decision to have children alone, I was accepted to live a life of hard, strenuous and accept the dumb act even before the mouth of the tongue. Day said his daughter "without whose husband refurbished" my parents bringing me face purple mad rid of abortion, but for every step to the door of the clinic that I can't stand, two legs run poultry counter bumps and other limp out fast that overcast. And also since I became the lone woman to have children but no husband present. My parents can't accept a naughty girl like me should just in the night and I resolved to keep him she also commissioned the determination from the face and chased his daughter out of the House.

I know my parents hurt my daughter, just hope my daughter get a happy life. But on the contrary I only bring up annoyance and shame to the family. My father is loyal, both the living epitome example for how people, now how can pretend like nothing happened. Now that young is not why, but when the fetus is greater than my parents how dare heads look at villages on the neighbors below.

After I left home to go hear my parents also go find me all over the place. But the grief and wrath of the daughter older 20s ago life make me have the thought will hide all my life. I came to a strange land, no parents, no get a silhouette intimate. To have the money to feed myself I tried to apply for a job in the laundry to dry. I work for to date. But because more strenuous diet kham should baby born also listed the peppers. Hug a son also hỏn in arms suddenly Red I cried Boo as a kid. I cry for joy, happiness, and also because the suffering. Only once did I wild trót pay a steep price for what was, the whole family, future, youth. Now my only consolation is the child. I put my name is Narcissus, Narcissus is the River, as the water ... water will wash away all my sadness into the past.

So can a body alone raise a child is never easy. So after childbirth not long ago I decided to quit in the dry store and step into the path of sin. The way he's still teasing each other is called "making love to hundreds of people". Taking advantage of the beautiful face of a mother I am easily catch the eye of both the man and the wife had the front guy. The coins I earn are all from the man. I despised us men just know how to hurt people and daughter life away. But if not based on that, I know where to dwell in the land in a shadow person familiar.

I got the word of love at the same time many men, accept with them as an obligation. Day after day I have cloaked the "mask" incident showed smiling, happy, but does anyone know where in I have thousands, tens of needle prick deep into the heart. Step into the path of deception, making money on this body is not always lucky past us evil men. There was also no less doubtful times, but luckily the rubble three sentences to explain, or some caress caress the things back in. But also when having to face purple violet if you're going with this man accidentally met another man, or a wife/lover of them jealous ...

Do Mistress "hundreds of people" well what to do. I despised the lazy girl just loves good food workers dressed by men with how much time this would I step foot on that road. My life from when wild trót so far is a filthy mud, want to escape the mud did not.

Permeability escape 5 years passed, my son also was 5 years old, she began to know the perception. It also asked "why the mother about so late, why not go with mom today? Why did the mother smells of alcohol? or Mommy, why are they called my mother was the dd *, what does it mean? ... ". At this point I just hugged weeping into the news tưởi.

And then this is just a few years from now my children will grow, it will not ask those questions anymore because it knows all the things her mother do. This tomorrow it will be your friends laughing, cooking it will also anger as his mother. Does it have to understand my suffering or will I charge lifetime resentment? Should I stop and find yourself a different route?=