Wedding night enough State with my husband 'CuJo'

As a student, I study hard and do extra make money cover your life away from home. The activities of the school, English classes are all enthusiastic participants. I realize he is the very man to have orientation for the future should be as confident in our feelings. I have told friends about my admiration for you as well as the gestures of romantic interest. The date, the pickup times put us further understand and love each other more.

In about the time two love each other, many times just to hug, kiss you've made me feel sucked in person. I have read about "it" and found his slightly higher demand. More at I want despite exhausting to know the feeling of intimacy her how. But he proved no excitement made me angry because getting past the thought he didn't love me. In response to the question of blame me, you said you'd love me but you will keep me to the wedding night for complete happiness. Though don't want that but I still have to listen to him. I ignore the desires of yourself and think you are the man. Think more deeply, I am proud because I truly love him, not just because want to rape me.

I have told her story for the child you dear, it only let go of a question so nonchalantly that "or he's not man". That sentence made me not out of panic. But I noticed from appearance, gestures, his bold words masculine substance cannot happen. There are also people who suggest I should "try" before marrying her husband encountered weak physiological lest then my life gauge. I think he wanted to keep me to the wedding night then I nodded acceptance.

He is a graduate and get a job in the non-governmental organization with relatively high wages. Because the family doesn't quite know the author to be able to buy the House, the land in the capital, he worked day and night to earn money to accumulate. After three years of hard work, he acquired a small apartment. Wait I graduated from University, work, I confess, I do want to marry his wife. Love me along my trust into the future the two causes I quickly nodded agreeing.

On the wedding ceremony takes place, both busy next should we both to the evening tired. But the moment most looking forward to how the day has come. I want to feel you body, breath, you both make a blend. When the medium into the room, he hugged me. When both no longer piece of fabric on the people, he started touching my body. I felt distinctly the clumsy, stupid. The fondling still awkward but I could not resist. He married ear, kissing the neck ... I wait to receive my great happiness.

But, after reaching "the triangle", "little boy" was ỉu xìu. I'm suddenly feeling worthwhile extremely dissapointed. I try to motivate you to get back the form to continue your "love" but he confessed that he's slightly less because he is not interested. I find it hard to believe but it is true. The two hug sleep till morning. The next night as our wedding night. After the effort, he has also taken over successfully. Look at blood spills on broken beds, station he hugged me tight and thank I had suppress feelings and keep him to the wedding night. I, the feeling was dedicate in white for the man of my life's great.

Time after that, he took the initiative to learn more knowledge to improve "it". I am more and more satisfied than with harmony, as "love". But, I still can not forget a souvenir wedding night with her husband, "Geraldine".=