Because like to 'feel good' before, so now I'm suffering

I still know that the born into, not by the raised ... but there was a child by themselves lay out to connect monitor then I no how to look on the ancestral altar anymore, so then I become you any child of his fondness of her, their line?

While I myself was the official man worship for the whole family, their line ... everyone would look at me like that. Therefore I'm faced with it because unfortunately retrieved to a sterility.

Both of us were born from a countryside, grow together and arise from emotional these days also in his home country. Up the city school, we become more and more intimate love that Word. Married 5 years that my wife was not yet born are the

Up the city anything expensive, that the money in the country submitted to the limit, so to reduce costs we got together in a room and rental to save.

We also like how the couple lived experience deprivation test about other sexual reproductive health our regular relationship and lead to unintended pregnancy more times ... all bad so I missed those times and people love are brought together to resolve the consequences in a few private medical facility.

And probably from the curettage lures thai does not ensure the quality of such medical took the possibility of childbirth and motherhood functions of my wife ... So now when it is officially husband and wife, and don't need or plan to use a contraceptive but was 5 years already that the couple I never get the good news.

That makes both sides of exterior family is very sad, and furthermore there is also enormous pressure from the family of my home, my mother for her ... The more difficult than when I was the target of religious nephews, and having children, my son is a certainty will have to take to me.

Known to be such, but for me at this time is very difficult ... If only because his wife could not have children is that I never have neglected wife, Ray, really I'm not very happy. By anyway in what things she has in part because of my SIN.

Husband and wife I was going to please a child raising and care about it, so it can I worship the ancestors for the family, but my parents don't agree, because I said parents like not blood by birth. And then my mom put out 2 options, 1 is divorced his wife to marry another girl about born offspring; 2 is going to hire a certain woman born a child and carry on for my wife.

But my wife don't bear the two embraced one of 2 this approach, because for that if so unlucky for her too. Because if a divorce then she suffering, which hired another woman to bear children for her husband, i.e. I have to sleep with a woman, she was also not accepted. Moreover, she said that, as she had to go feed the rent households another woman that she pay back the money.

Now I know not to settle this issue of how. Adoption the parents disagree, which hire people to bear children, the wife I don't accept. Actually I find themselves deadlocked. Need advice of the siblings.

 Nguyenkhanh...=