Do not give children is the child sick because ... I love you

I know I wasn't easy to accept your feelings, a girl just like her sister but sister, love with no errors.

I'm a genuine girl, hundred percent. From small, I don't have anything different to the others. I don't know how the third world just know that when more grown up, the psychology of children has little changed. Normally, I'm still in contact with the boys, still playing, still teasing each other but very good course I don't have any emotions about with them. Then when your friends have boyfriends, I suddenly found the envy, a feeling hard to describe into words.

Sometimes, I find myself lonely, also wanted to be someone to love and care ... but I didn't have the little vibration with any sons. They pursue, say love but to me they are just normal friends. I didn't feel a little warmth from the hand, heart I don't see bustling dam when they are near. And then finally I panic and doubt his gender.

Friends teased me when I see you or see you ladies in the same class, some began to alienate me, it made me very sad. I sat alone in a corner of the school yard, think bullshit Venice and crying. I've been to the side, her gentle voice makes you see peace, suddenly her warm hands made me empty black eyes, breasts famous legends look curiosity. I'm not crying anymore, nor say what sentence, just dare glanced.And then from there, I found myself in a strange emotional stuff. I remember my sister each time going through the corner of the yard, covet the warmth from the small hands of sister, sister nice head massage was like.

Then I met my sister every day. Every playtime, children are running from floor to floor 3 can. 1, down grade my sister to be watching her, wanted to talk to her but she was not easily near the start of the meet. I don't want to meet you, and thanks to you for me to go again but I'm still not discouraged. Each was only looking at my sister for a moment, seeing my sister laughed as I also found it amusing.

The gifts you spent how to donate her, she brought them to others not little bother, this left me vulnerable but not enough to give up his sister.

I wrote to my sister but I don't read that letter that gave you read, and then the whole class she looked at me like a sick guys, they look at me as a strange look.

She shunned children as alienating someone carry infectious diseases, just see me as she expressed discomfort and fear, and then run away really fast, leaving you standing under the ball. I blame themselves not know her sister did nothing to me, what did you do to my sister is afraid of me? Perhaps you scary?

Then one day I saw my sister shoulder a son, heart suddenly tying, sharp pain.

Tears you down each night, her radiant face as the person that gave you the food poisoning out of something, you can't have your love by children is not the ordinary people.

Must a person not normally wouldn't get a normal feelings are, OK let me accept emotionally handicapped. It is impossible that. I know I don't belong to the world of people like you but please don't alienate children.

People like you are what is wicked, as well as humans, also have normal feelings, only he is emotional other usually are not accepted.I will leave this of feelings, you're getting people to bring out the ridicule and I don't stand for that. I will not bother my sister again, will not make you see that annoying when you see or hear your name. I'm going to a place far away and forget you. I hope someday to return, I would see my sister but then the heart no longer see the pain anymore.

Children will appreciate what she did for me though is only transient. Always happy me!=