Do the mother Tigers mistreatment or high priced woman do?

You Dear sister!

I am a bad mother. It is the anguish I paying throughout many years. Although at the moment I am living in a beautiful home with know how frivolous his dream.

I was born in a poor peasant family. Both my home from outside the North to the South as an new economic come. The lives of the families rely on the crop, manioc tubers of sweet potato.

The year I was 14 years old, my father died in a traffic accident, leaving my mother with six children squinting boy. Two older sisters, I in turn married in wealthy families, not because of the love that look forward to escape from everyday life. They also accept the risk that life doesn't love brings. A computer that endure and tolerate helps them get a life Yen diocese besides the man with enough challenged evil in the world.

I decided to quit school, to prepare for another path. I up the city, live with their aunt's family. It is a rich family, do business cafes map North. I feel so satisfied. Every day I wash rice concrete Bowl, the evening was going to happen to the other class grade. Up to 18 years old, I also completed supplementary school. And I also have a love.

My husband and I love each other in the supplementary school. I don't understand why a wealthy family as you catch your child in that place is considered the lowest quality of elevator in tertiary education in Vietnam. But then, I don't care, because what I feel most happy is always pet him, shopping for everything sweet material and taken to places I have never been to.

18 year old, I decided to get married. His family feel like venting is a burden after our wedding. They handed the couple a house right in the heart of District 3, with some money from the wedding. They suggested I could open a small Diner, the couple live so without making too much money. The whole family will do procedures to through America settled with the daughter. Six months later, they exit. I think my life would have been more of a dream. The mother and the sister I also happy for me. Anyone looking forward to life a new page.

The first days after the wedding, the couple's life I'm very peaceful. I open bars, there are the children and grandchildren in the country. My husband still go to College, you learn about the business administration career. I am skillful enough to cafes crowded and life, I think so too is fun enough. Two years after the wedding, I was born the eldest daughter. My husband's family send money to me raising children, every month also two thousand dollars. Everyone compliments me good numbers.

But since I was raising children, my new drive is suddenly thinking back, the last time my husband was living with me? Apparently he's not related to my life and my work. Aside from school, he joined the fun with them. He regularly took money in the safety deposit box of my sales to go play. The amount of family member you also didn't see you put it back. I feel that something's not right. And the grief and doubt that worry on a growing in me. Until one day I suddenly realized, it seems I've been raising a big kids, don't know what to do besides play.

And my life has turned a new page. One evening, when the children are asleep, then I got the phone from the police. People say I'm up bail my husband about. I'm up to the place, you're sitting with a group of young PEAR la as dust. Police say her husband, I gathered a fight outside the Park. I brought my husband home after making bail, forfeit.

My husband face blood matted. I take him to the hospital to bandage the wound again, visit again. And the doctor said to me in private, my husband is addicted to drugs. My thanks to doctors who do blood tests, and exactly as predicted. I quietly go in a unprecedented shocks. I suddenly understand, why did you go to school and supplementary English family so burdened when you marry me and then abroad.

I told my husband, I have to go to rehab. My husband is angry, he is I slander. Don't you know that I know that story. Packed that he gathered friends rock dam and cause other groups confused with fight. He thought that a girl clown like me will never know his past.

I look to the police, and I already know to be true. My husband had to go to renovate education while still a teenager, as well as the crime fighting. Later, my husband was also involved in many activities not honest, but not enough to convict, so just be warned, reminding. I said to my husband, if you keep that again, I will go. From there, on my spouse would also argue. And we became a couple full of angry every time it hits the surface. Staff and customers when the panic, as much to see the scene my husband chased his wife from upstairs and down, toss it throw the other.

Later on, every discontent or not just Italy, he hit me. To the point, he tied me to the Chair and the beating I press. My daughter also gets you every time no choice. See three that it Crouch who, full of fear.

After months of so, I saw his life too drained. I seek to defend themselves. I decided to find a way to secretly sell the House and will the escape.

After three months of finding clues to sell, I have to sell the House at a price of 5 billion. But unfortunately for me is my husband was discovered soon after that one day, because the new owner to reclaim my family moved away. He caged up like a wild beast, I brought my daughter to go to house them in and then find a way to go for me to kill me.

Half a year later, I read the papers, see my husband was arrested on charges of unlawful possession of drugs. My daughter, meanwhile, was guaranteed to a foreign family. I freely.

I started to do back to life with a new casing. And I have found happiness with a man. I lived quietly in that House, born him a son. My husband I do construction, travel more, but very injured his wife. I think her life is also. Everything's fate.

When my son, age 5, everything alone, then I suddenly noticed images pictures baby daughter on the facebook network. It was too big, are kick up together with her grandmother. From then on, would I also on facebook to stop watching the news.

And I started having these headaches and nightmares. I feel scared my husband knew, afraid of my ex husband revenge and fear my daughter will resentment. I can not tell my husband that I had a life before her husband, a child, and I have cheated my husband sold his Heritage House, to go away. And I am also indirectly pushed him into the path of sin, when there is no money, the House also died, everything is destroyed. I feel I've caused too much karma. Lam when I confused to the point of going out of the House I was also afraid of having people follow and revenge.

I decided to write a message on the facebook of my daughter. I said I want to see you, though knowing that I removed it all these years is mistakes. My daughter answered very indifferent, she said that she had the wrong person. I quietly go. And I knew I didn't have anything in her heart. I feel the pain to the point of wanting to commit suicide.

From there, the night I dreamed my daughter's eyes, it's like Salve and responsible for such sarcasm. I do not forget it was guest at image three, chasing me. And just like that, the story of the past show about, like a size slowmotion.

My husband does not understand what happened, he just quietly take care and take me to the doctor. I don't know, I was married to a woman of selfishness and regret. He did not know, I live with a person of the past filled with AWE. I fear my husband knows about, but on the other hand I want to tell you. Because I fear that, if kept, I'm going crazy over the loss. But I don't know how to start.

I also fear that, after the sentence, my ex-husband would return, and he will toss this Saigon land up to find me and kill me. Because he was the man never forgive ...

Now, every night I cried. I don't know what you're living for. I have resolved to find the child to please forgive? Or am I just now, do high woman, with the past pile paying every day? Please give me some advice ...=