Hate people that I called my husband

I married in 24 years, the age of the smart half wild and half of the result is marriage unhappy. When I was a student, he's on the field of flirting I like real men, flowers, gifts, and then when I instigation he written intervention apologizing ... generally what you did at the time made me believe that when retrieved him, I would be really happy.

Once out of school, and he held the wedding. At this time, when about living a new other ones are more often in the uk. He than I am 9 years old, working in an environment where there are many men, who is also handsome, bright, almost not a wife or girlfriend.

There were many people who said to my ear about the sex of him but I defended her husband, won't believe. Because of his job or do night should lose sleep late and I should both have private sleeping. Taken together, and then he no longer romantic flowers I like to flirt too, sometimes you don't interest me whether I have the deprivation, worry not.

See him lukewarm, I had many sleepless nights are, but I've never thought of that you have external univesity. Once, he went to work and leave the phone at home, I'm also curious because so my husband's phone. Also I read that 1 message like lightning ear horizontal: "hello L, you have 1 student CN, to, beautiful, high ... you have to go? What contact you ".

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I am also taking message: "give him his phone number, please?". And then the other locomotives also respond right away: "You are not a pro should still be afraid, what my brothers tomorrow afternoon cafe ...." God, everything as fall off right before my eyes.

My husband is my only love it, why can the same? I delete messages immediately to my husband not discovered, but also since the times, I was secretly find out if you have the right people?

One evening, I dress very courteous stuffs and then told me that outside work, late at night. Think of something, I rushed to catch a cab after closing. In the meantime I just really wish that I knew before was just a misunderstanding.

But the truth hurts, I still believe in love's husband, now shoulder strolling, eating and then also in the love hotel with a ... man.

Now that evening when I got back home to talk to him about the kid out. At first, he denied it, then admitted. All night I was thinking, I tried to convince myself that gay is not your fault. But the main fault is me, hide me about it.

He has also explained to me that because you want to have a stable family, not like a precarious life as for relations with the Council, should take. I think that, when my wife, I will change, I can love and live true to obligations of a man, a husband, a father. But increasingly, the gender of more distinctly, so he also could do nothing better for me.

Now, I live with him but each floor 1 room, cold musty rice as fishy. After 2 months of not tolerating that scene and I have separated. I moved out to live.

Trade of the spasms, but now I feel hate him formidable. I always just thought to myself, without any thought of my mother. He said cannot continue to deceive ourselves to stay with me. He also put forward a proposal that we will remain as husband and wife until I have new friends, and he recommended that I should go to find happiness for themselves.

Also, I don't want you physically, I want him to fulfill the responsibilities of a father to the child. Want you to take the shot myself back to raising children who, in order to have a complete family, though we may not feel about as before.

I don't know if to do so does everything all right? You give me advice because now my mind is very tangled, can not think what else famous.=

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