I hate the pain of her husband's white trash

I've read my share of my sister, and I find I'm very similar to my situation. I also don't know how to do at the moment, I am really very deadlock. I and my husband also had a period of time in love two years before getting married. I'm not a girl so beautiful, so talented, so I only dream to have a normal, happy as how many other women, and I hope, simply happy he will be with her husband builds. But it is not easy the older sister.

While her husband, a boring colleague reappears, he who has just been appointed Chief. His salary more than twice 4 times the salary of my husband, and I have "heatstroke".

My husband and I were married nearly a year on, in love and decide to get married I also dream about a family shelters have wives, husbands and children. I was trying to work, trying even to family, will try to become a good wife, and a dutiful daughter-in-law by her husband's family.

But my husband, he is no different to many of her sister's husband, he's also an invisible man and very despicable. An English diocese with what is there-it is a job with not enough income to live in a private company.

There are things parents he not wealthy to be able to pay for my spouse and buying a home for the couple I like your husband home, and how much to worry, how much harder are spilled onto my head. I tried to advise him to change, because we live can not lack of money, especially after this birth lay the elderly parents, both, so the need for money. But my husband doesn't listen, he said that the "Sun born elephants, Sun b. grass", everything has been arranged, there do also not changed, so no need to try any more. I'm upset, I'm disappointed in her husband's. But still didn't give up, I try to do nụng, to prove to you that fate, not by God that by his own decision. Can we change things if we want to, but I have failed.

What belongs to nature, then it's hard to change, so while I all turned to worry about making money on the House, to the life of two spouses less strenuous than the back rest assured because his wife worries, should have time to meet friends, and la Brasserie, coffee bar after hours. Bored husband, and know can not change is my husband so I don't want to try. I don't want to have children, because I know if anything like this the marriage of will we can hardly last long. While I'm bored about her marriage, on her husband, a man so I appear. He is a colleague of mine, you get to do in my head with a salary of 1500 USD/month, fourfold wage wage of my husband. Know I have a husband, but you're still interested, ask something and then invited me to lunch. I told him about his wife, so he often motivate me a lot and recommended I try to encourage my husband to change.

Also, I feel appreciated and hearts before the sincerity of Britain, I've "sunstroke", and the more you think about-a successful man, kind and friendly as I felt her husband were poor. Many times bored my husband, I've actively dating with him, and we went to a friend's limit, the ordinary peers. Now, on her relationship to a more profound, more also dating, my husband has not yet know this, did you not say Mistress is going to marry me if I leave my husband.

I feel the deadlock, and any faults are starting from the mistakes in the choice of Central Italy. I am angry with my husband, and hate the pain of a husband pushed me to this situation.

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