I no longer respect his father

I have read your share, and I found myself being in the same situation you present. His mother died three months due to the root of cancer, when my mother died, 52 new age.

Home I don't have sons that only has 2 sisters, my sister took my husband and I are going to do in Hanoi acquires new home. My House more than 50 km from the center of the capital.

I had thought I was born in a happy family, a father, his wife loves wholeheartedly.

Before, my parents live together happily, where to go also. My mother is not the woman your mother but full identity so skillfully and spent most of his love for her husband, son and husband and family. 30 years of Strawberry, the mother not being home husband who harshly condemned. The time my mother sick, my dad also always encouragement, share, ... see my sister thought, perhaps there is a woman who would replace the mother in my heart, and feel very happy because I was born, is the result of the love of the father and the mother.

Happy because I was born and raised in a cosy, family harmony, and parents all love each other. We always respect, and always wish to get a husband to love his wife, injured children as his father. So that when my mother died recently 2 weeks, I was told to go find another woman to replace her. Of course, I say that to inform us you will go in search of his wife, to see who fits the criteria of I will marry, but not yet married.

We do not oppose, and also understand the father married is necessary, because my sister was married, I then go away and then have to go get married, have worried the families of their own, so the father should have looked at old age, illness, ... but why in my heart still weighs the sadness. Each home, listen to me excitedly telling stories in his other grandmother, matchmaking for her father, she B, she also loves Daddy so much but I find repugnant. And lately you mention, are finding out she C, her mother more beautiful, and very good.

She has had a life of her husband and had a child, talking about her eyes lit up, I understand that you're in love and are feeling very happy.

Perhaps now, in my heart I just have her all, and his mother has permanently gone, nothing and my sister's existence is only temporary. Then one day, also vanish as the existence of the mother. I looked up the altar mother whose heart feel invisible. Turns out, the feelings of parents 30 years also, so maybe all that crap out?. I feel like I'm betraying my mother, betrayed his family that the 30 years my mother has wholeheartedly builds.

We also feel I no longer respect claims as before, nor was the ideal man that I want to marry. I keep thinking about that, think about the thought of it is easy to change.=